The First Age

I really like that Nox. Curious to see more about Ashton. Strange story

An anthem for Merihem



I infiltrate your dreams
I am the reason for your adultery
With my concupiscence of the flesh
I will obstruct the venereal act
I am the cause of your impotence
The reason for infertility
With a touch, a look, or an amulet
Your misery is my responsibility

I am the instigator of all hate
I bring the rain and the plague
And for all the sins you commit
I am the one to blame
And confess, I must

I am a liar by nature
The cause of shipwreck
Like the song of the sirens
Luring you to sin with my witchcraft

I am the instigator of all hate
I bring the rain and the plague
And for all the sins you commit
I am the one to blame
And confess, I must
I am driven by weakness and lust

Oh, confess, I must
I am driven by weakness and lust
You can blame it all on me
Your filthy practices and thoughts
Oh, confess, I must
I am driven by weakness and lust
You can blame it all on me
I am the cause of all your loss

I am the instigator of all hate
I bring the rain and the plague
And for all the sins you commit
I am the one to blame
And confess, I must
I am driven by weakness and lust

So Blackbriar is one of the bands I listen to as general background writing music sometimes, and I've heard the following song a billion times, but as it's in the background never listened to the lyrics. Today I finally noticed it's about Lethe, ha, so thought I'd share.



The thought of you possesses me
You're the dweller of my mind
Where you are utterly and vividly alive

I called upon Lethe
The spirit of forgetfulness
I implored her deeply
To erase my memory
She said "Be careful what you wish for, deary"

"Those waters aren't meant for the living
For all you know, I could be a trickster
Merciless and unforgiving
I might not be your well-wisher"

Lethe decided to help me
The spirit of oblivion
She took me to the underworld
Among the souls of the dead
Where I drank from the river
To help me forget

"Those waters aren't meant for the living
For all you know, I could be a trickster
Merciless and unforgiving
I might not be your well-wisher"

And I forgot it all
Yet I still remember you
I've got no remembrance of who I am
Oh, I forgot it all
Yet I still remember you
I've got no remembrance of who I am
Yet I still know you through and through

Those waters aren't meant for the living
I made a desperate deal with a trickster
Merciless and unforgiving
A misleading voice, with a truthful whisper
Those waters aren't meant for the living
I made a desperate deal with a trickster
Merciless and unforgiving
A misleading voice, with a truthful whisper
Misleading voice, with a truthful whisper

I am not a woman, I’m a god
I am not a martyr, I’m a problem
I am not a legend, I’m a fraud
keep your heart, cause I already

Everyday I’ve got a smile where my frown goes
a couple bodies in the garden where the grass grows
I take em with me to the grave in a suitcase
maybe I could be a different human in a new place

oh
I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go
Cause everybody knows something I don’t wanna know
So I’ll stay right here cause I’m better all alone
I’m better all alone

[...]

Every morning, got a hollow where my heart goes.
I never listen but I see it with my eyes closed
I know you, I remember from the grass stain
maybe I could be a better human with a new name

oh
I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go
Cause everybody knows something I don’t wanna know
So I’ll stay right here cause I’m better all alone
Yeah, I’m better all alone

I am not a woman, I’m a god
I am not a martyr, I’m a problem
I am not a legend, I’m a fraud
keep your heart, cause I already got one

Almost a year since my last Troye Sivan post lol.  Videos been out a while, but this particular song is pretty much how Nox is feeling about Raffe atm.

D'aww

More sad Noemi, ha.

"I asked the moon
If you still wanted me
She told me ‘I’m not in the habit
Of dealing with cases like this’
And you and me
We were so sure
Even though we sometimes told each other
It was just an affair
And that it wasn't meant to last

I have nothing much to tell you
And nothing much to make you laugh
As I always expect the worst
And the best hurts me"

Uh, hello Ori



"Well, I'm perfection when it comes to indiscretion
Might fuck around and just succumb to my aggression
I taste blood and it’s turned to an obsession"

"Change like a season
Reason for nothing
I am disruptive
I've been corrupted
And by now I don't need a fucking introduction"

Stumbled across this today. The channel is actually mostly myth inspired songs (they write the lyrics, and the music is AI generated), so I was surprised to see this one among them.

Stuck in my head lately...

Emily and Jared's song