Totally Family [Three Trinities Haven Church]

[Ezekiel]

“Ah, but I do not mean things you must work for, I mean things you simply cannot have, no matter how hard you persist or how much you want them.” He accepted the joint back between his fingers, inhaled a long draw, and was quiet for a moment before he released with a sound of satisfaction. If his lips rippled mirth, it might have only been for the blessed high. It seemed Cruz didn’t need the drug to loosen him up today, though Zeke would continue to share – it was good stuff, a personal blend, and Zeke was nothing if not generous with those who allowed themselves to be friends.

“They say that is a dangerous place,” he agreed, meaning the club mentioned, one brow raised as though impressed Cruz had dared descend into such a sinner’s welcome. Truthfully, Cruz was fortunate to be alive, if the girls’ account was indeed correct – accidents happened, after all, and many monsters haunted the Devil’s Lair. Literal and figurative both.

“A first experience can never be repeated, only diluted. It is true for prince or pauper, you or me.” He shrugged, and watched from the corner of his eye as Cruz literally shuddered at whatever memory he plucked from his head in that moment. Afterwards he leaned in a little and asked, in genuine hushed curiosity:

“Is fear the punishment? Or is the punishment that you may never taste it again?”