Clothing started to come off slow and gentle as he had been the entire time. Hayden moved across her body with skill, their previous encounter having been enough for him to learn her sweet spots. She shivered in pleasure as he entered her.
Elyse felt a little guilt. He was doing what she needed, not what he needed, but it passed. It was why she was here. It was what he offered her. She wasn’t doing anything wrong. She wasn’t sure if Hayden sensed that or not. It was slow and sensuous. Elyse took his face in her hands, moving his gaze to meet hers. She needed to see him, needed to know she had a friend right now, needed to know that when this fucking shit show was done, there would be somebody. She found as she trusted him to know what she needed, she began to trust her own instincts too.
”Harder…faster,” she said, and he complied. They began to communicate with sounds and movement falling into a rhythm.
Their encounter done, Elyse laid her head on his chest after they cleaned up. They still weren’t dressed. She still had time. This time, she knew he was on birth control. She was too, and she hadn’t been worried about pregnancy.
”I feel like every time we do this, I’m getting what I need - but you’re not. I’m sorry,” she said. She wanted him to enjoy it too.
The session had cleared her head though. So she began to talk about what was bothering her. ”You know, after today, I’m the last one. No more Andersens in our line. No brothers, sisters, aunts, uncles, or cousins. I’ve never felt the kind of loneliness I feel right now. I know. Family isn’t only blood. God knows I’ve found a stronger family now…it’s just…sad.” sad wasn’t the right word. Elyse wasn’t sure there was one. ”Nox’s plan is a good one, and we’ve made contingencies to keep myself and others safe, but I can’t help but be scared this is gonna go tits up and something bad is going to happen. Maybe that’s the depression talking, but…I don’t know. I’m just trying to focus on how good Nox is at what he does.”
((OoC: after Hayden’s response she should be ready to go and I’ll get her over there))
Elyse felt a little guilt. He was doing what she needed, not what he needed, but it passed. It was why she was here. It was what he offered her. She wasn’t doing anything wrong. She wasn’t sure if Hayden sensed that or not. It was slow and sensuous. Elyse took his face in her hands, moving his gaze to meet hers. She needed to see him, needed to know she had a friend right now, needed to know that when this fucking shit show was done, there would be somebody. She found as she trusted him to know what she needed, she began to trust her own instincts too.
”Harder…faster,” she said, and he complied. They began to communicate with sounds and movement falling into a rhythm.
Their encounter done, Elyse laid her head on his chest after they cleaned up. They still weren’t dressed. She still had time. This time, she knew he was on birth control. She was too, and she hadn’t been worried about pregnancy.
”I feel like every time we do this, I’m getting what I need - but you’re not. I’m sorry,” she said. She wanted him to enjoy it too.
The session had cleared her head though. So she began to talk about what was bothering her. ”You know, after today, I’m the last one. No more Andersens in our line. No brothers, sisters, aunts, uncles, or cousins. I’ve never felt the kind of loneliness I feel right now. I know. Family isn’t only blood. God knows I’ve found a stronger family now…it’s just…sad.” sad wasn’t the right word. Elyse wasn’t sure there was one. ”Nox’s plan is a good one, and we’ve made contingencies to keep myself and others safe, but I can’t help but be scared this is gonna go tits up and something bad is going to happen. Maybe that’s the depression talking, but…I don’t know. I’m just trying to focus on how good Nox is at what he does.”
((OoC: after Hayden’s response she should be ready to go and I’ll get her over there))