02-12-2025, 11:19 AM
Cruz heard the concern in Rachel's voice. "Everything's fine." He shifted to hold her tighter against him. "I have. A couple times. I went out with my roommates." Cruz didn't even remember if he'd gone out with his roommates the night he'd met the girls they'd seen down stairs. "Got a bit too wasted and swear something -- one of Nox's monsters was there. It's all a blur, but the fear was so intense." Cruz left out the parts that he had used P. Or that he'd been seeking drugs at all. All college kids drank and experimented and he'd leave it at that.
Cruz tightened his grip on Rachel and the circles he drew on her back slowed. "I'd never felt so alive. This was glorious and don't get me wrong it was intense and amazing and... Cruz didn't have the words to describe what sex had been like with Rachel. "But that fear... It's something I can't shake." He chased the fear. He chased after the Cam and 'Sis. He chased the carnival attraction and nothing felt as strong as that night -- nothing was as good as that night. He wasn't afraid of the fear, he wanted more. Longed for the pure primal emotion. It was better than any other feeling. It was probably the P talking but Cruz longed for the fear.
Cruz tightened his grip on Rachel and the circles he drew on her back slowed. "I'd never felt so alive. This was glorious and don't get me wrong it was intense and amazing and... Cruz didn't have the words to describe what sex had been like with Rachel. "But that fear... It's something I can't shake." He chased the fear. He chased after the Cam and 'Sis. He chased the carnival attraction and nothing felt as strong as that night -- nothing was as good as that night. He wasn't afraid of the fear, he wanted more. Longed for the pure primal emotion. It was better than any other feeling. It was probably the P talking but Cruz longed for the fear.