Yesterday, 12:58 PM
Ashton’s exit said a lot to Elyse - probably more than words would have. She knew why he had left and it was more than just her words. It was that she had said them. She had harmed people. Just the day before she had helped plot the assassination of her father.
She was a fucking hypocrite.
Anna spoke to her and Elyse’s responses weren’t great. Elyse was relapsing into her depressed state and the bad thoughts were there too. They were exacerbated by the text message she had received from Marta. Nox wasn’t doing well and it was probably her fault. It would have all been better had she not been here. None of this would have happened.
Elyse sent a message to Hayden after confirming to Marta she would. Nox is at his building. Marta says he smells numb and needs help. she didn’t include that she did too. Nox was more important that she was and needed Hayden more.
She wasn’t sure why she did it, but she sent a message to Sage. Maybe it’s because she knew he would watch if he knew what was on her mind. I don’t know who I am anymore. I want to hurt myself again.
Fingers went to her arms and began to scratch. Anna’s hands grabbed hers. ”Thoughts of self harm?” Elyse nodded.
”I need to talk to Ashton - alone.” Elyse stood.
Anna stood too and began to follow. Elyse was about to respond, but Anna interrupted. ”Youre not going anywhere alone.”
Elyse didn’t argue. It felt good to hear Anna say that. She was able to follow Ashton’s scent and find him. ”Can I talk to you…please?” she asked. She could feel Anna’s eyes on her - a constant watcher making sure she didn’t do anything to harm herself.
She was a fucking hypocrite.
Anna spoke to her and Elyse’s responses weren’t great. Elyse was relapsing into her depressed state and the bad thoughts were there too. They were exacerbated by the text message she had received from Marta. Nox wasn’t doing well and it was probably her fault. It would have all been better had she not been here. None of this would have happened.
Elyse sent a message to Hayden after confirming to Marta she would. Nox is at his building. Marta says he smells numb and needs help. she didn’t include that she did too. Nox was more important that she was and needed Hayden more.
She wasn’t sure why she did it, but she sent a message to Sage. Maybe it’s because she knew he would watch if he knew what was on her mind. I don’t know who I am anymore. I want to hurt myself again.
Fingers went to her arms and began to scratch. Anna’s hands grabbed hers. ”Thoughts of self harm?” Elyse nodded.
”I need to talk to Ashton - alone.” Elyse stood.
Anna stood too and began to follow. Elyse was about to respond, but Anna interrupted. ”Youre not going anywhere alone.”
Elyse didn’t argue. It felt good to hear Anna say that. She was able to follow Ashton’s scent and find him. ”Can I talk to you…please?” she asked. She could feel Anna’s eyes on her - a constant watcher making sure she didn’t do anything to harm herself.