Yesterday, 02:02 PM
Tatyana nodded. It made sense. They would be pushing into uncomfortable territory. You only found your limits if you pushed them. She scoffed at the word soccer. Americans were weird. It was football - because you used your foot. They barely even kicked the ball in American football. Weirdos. "Yeah - a two tiered system makes sense. Especially since we're really just starting to explore it. I didn't even know I was into this kind of stuff until today, so have no idea what any limits I may have."
She smile and even though Hayden couldn't see it, it could be heard in her voice. "It will be fun to experiment. You can can experiment too. I..." She hesitated. Knowing it was the case and saying it were two different things. "I trust you." She hoped Hayden understood how big of a deal it was for her to say it.
Tatyana flipped gears. Her mind was going in many directions, and she knew Hayden would need some time to recuperate after their sessions. She didn't want to get him too hot and bothered again - yet. "Considering you probably need a break, I'm switching the subject so you can relax a bit. We can go back to that sometime."
She sighed, unsure of how to bring up what she was thinking. She knew Hayden and Nox were close. Friends with benefits was probably the best classification. She wasn't jealous. It wasn't even about Nox sleeping with Hayden. Since she trusted Hayden, and part of that was talking about what she felt about Nox and why. "Sorry, I'm going to get serious for a bit. Nox..." she said, pulling herself closer. "I know he's your friend and people here admire him so much. I don't like him and I know it's unfair, but..." her voice hitched a little. "I don't know if I'll ever see him as anything other than the person who hurt Kenzie even if he had noble intentions with his actions. I don't know...I don't know how to process this at all."
She smile and even though Hayden couldn't see it, it could be heard in her voice. "It will be fun to experiment. You can can experiment too. I..." She hesitated. Knowing it was the case and saying it were two different things. "I trust you." She hoped Hayden understood how big of a deal it was for her to say it.
Tatyana flipped gears. Her mind was going in many directions, and she knew Hayden would need some time to recuperate after their sessions. She didn't want to get him too hot and bothered again - yet. "Considering you probably need a break, I'm switching the subject so you can relax a bit. We can go back to that sometime."
She sighed, unsure of how to bring up what she was thinking. She knew Hayden and Nox were close. Friends with benefits was probably the best classification. She wasn't jealous. It wasn't even about Nox sleeping with Hayden. Since she trusted Hayden, and part of that was talking about what she felt about Nox and why. "Sorry, I'm going to get serious for a bit. Nox..." she said, pulling herself closer. "I know he's your friend and people here admire him so much. I don't like him and I know it's unfair, but..." her voice hitched a little. "I don't know if I'll ever see him as anything other than the person who hurt Kenzie even if he had noble intentions with his actions. I don't know...I don't know how to process this at all."