You're a Wizard

[Nox]

Dorian came into the kitchen and said something, he thought he asked what had happened. Get caught? Nox turned to look at Dorian. Nox whispered, "Get caught? I didn't fucking mean to sleep with him..."
I put my head down on my arms. "HIM I fucking slept with him. I know I fucked up with Elyse. I told her I would try. I knew I'd fuck up, Dorian. I warned her, tried to make her understand I'm not that kinda guy. I liked her. More than most girls. But this."
Nox waved his hand around to indicate this mess. "This I knew would happen eventually."


Dorian chuckled. "So you are in this state be cause you slept with a guy?"


Nox shook his head. "No, I could deal with that. I got drunk, I do stupid shit when I'm drunk. That's par for course."


"Then what's the problem?"


Nox sighed and sat up and looked at Dorian, he was sitting next to him on another bar stool. Nox felt the blood leaving his body, he felt cold. He whispered,"It wasn't the first time."


Nox got up and started pacing. "After the plane crash I was a blank state. I didn't know who I was. When Aria helped me get my memories back I thought they'd all come back. I was wrong."
Nox sighed. "My father was disappointed in me, after the last concert I went to, I slept with a guy. I was in love, Dorian."
Nox sat down on the floor and leaned against the bar. "My dad saw the hickey on my neck. He was drunk. He gave me a lashing I'd never forget. Not to mention that parts I did remember, the shaving my head because of hair color. I suppressed my feelings. He took me to the next hooker he could find and insured that I was straight."
What kinda fucked up father does that to their son. "I buried the memories, and now, since being here, they've been coming back, last night - everything came back. It was all so familiar - the basement apartment. The smells, the drinking, the cute guy sitting next to me."


Nox banged his head against the wall. "I now I fucked up Dorian. Have Christian move my things from room to the basement. I'll give her space, till she can talk to me. So I can at least tell her I'm sorry."


Dorian sighed. "Ana told me to take care of this. I don't know what she expected me to do, but I guess moving you out is a start. Nox, that's not all I need to talk to you about."


Nox didn't need any prompting, he told Dorian the full story about what had happened, from the tickets, to the monster, to killing it and the girl and everything else in between. He finished, "I won't out Jay, but I'll turn myself in. I won't leave this on you to clean up. But I need a shower."


Dorian nodded. "I'll give you an hour then I'll bring you in."
Nox nodded and headed for the basement. Dorian added. "Christian will move your things into the basement."



Edited by Nox, Apr 25 2017, 06:10 PM.