04-07-2015, 11:29 AM
Ayden laughed. "You just keep practicing until it's second nature. Until it's so easy that you don't even have to think about the light and the process of surrendering to it."
Ayden remembered the struggle, it had taken her years to surrender completely until it because like an extension of herself. It was part of her now, she wasn't sure how she could live without it. It was a beautiful source of energy, it renewed everything about her life. It was addicting if you used it too much. Ayden smiled, and gave Emily the same warning. "But don't use it too much, it is addictive, as I'm sure you are well aware. Drawing upon too much could hurt, it does hurt."
Ayden had only done it once, and the pain that it brought was near unbearable, almost worst than the sickness itself had been. And that was just the edge of too much, to bring the searing light into you Ayden could not see how that would be pleasant at all.
Ayden remembered the struggle, it had taken her years to surrender completely until it because like an extension of herself. It was part of her now, she wasn't sure how she could live without it. It was a beautiful source of energy, it renewed everything about her life. It was addicting if you used it too much. Ayden smiled, and gave Emily the same warning. "But don't use it too much, it is addictive, as I'm sure you are well aware. Drawing upon too much could hurt, it does hurt."
Ayden had only done it once, and the pain that it brought was near unbearable, almost worst than the sickness itself had been. And that was just the edge of too much, to bring the searing light into you Ayden could not see how that would be pleasant at all.