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  Mystery Surrounds Building Collapse: Prominent Businessman Dead
Posted by: Nox - 02-16-2024, 03:48 PM - Forum: The Scroll - No Replies

[[ Written by AI -- I hate writing articles (prompt at the end) ]]

London, England

In a bizarre and tragic incident, a building collapse has left authorities baffled and the community shaken. The structure, located in the heart of London, crumbled unexpectedly, claiming the life of one individual identified as Reggie Hill, a prominent businessman who recently acquired the building and the associated company.

The collapse, which occurred with eerie swiftness, resulted in no injuries to bystanders and remarkably spared neighboring properties from damage. However, the loss of life has cast a shadow over the incident, particularly given the mysterious circumstances surrounding Mr. Hill's untimely demise.

Investigators are currently scrambling to piece together the events leading up to the collapse, yet thus far, concrete answers have proven elusive. "At this stage, we cannot ascertain the exact cause of the collapse," stated the Chief Inspector leading the investigation. "We are exploring all avenues and leaving no stone unturned to uncover the truth behind this tragedy."

Complicating matters further is Mr. Hill's recent actions within the company. Sources close to the investigation reveal that he had recently undertaken significant restructuring efforts, resulting in the termination of all employees and leaving thousands without employment. While the precise connection between these actions and the collapse remains speculative, it is a thread that investigators are diligently pursuing.

The sudden loss of Mr. Hill has sent shockwaves through the business community, with many expressing condolences and grappling with the uncertainties surrounding the incident. "Reggie was a visionary leader, and his passing leaves a void that will be deeply felt," remarked a former colleague who wished to remain anonymous.

As the investigation presses forward, the community remains on edge, grappling with the enigma of a building collapse that claimed only one life yet holds within it a multitude of unanswered questions. Authorities urge anyone with information pertaining to the incident to come forward as they strive to bring closure to this perplexing chapter in London's history.

[Atharim monitoring the events and cleaning up any loose ends]

[[ Prompt:  In a story I'm writing I need to have a newspaper article written about a building collapse.  It was mysteriously brought down, with only one death and no injuries or other property damage in London England.  Authorities don't know what happened, an investigation is on going.  The only death was one Reggie Hill a prominent business who had just purchased the building and the company.  He had just recently fired all the employees putting thousands out of work. ]]

[[ re: London Reality ]]

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  Taming the Beast [China]
Posted by: Nox - 02-16-2024, 11:17 AM - Forum: Rest of the world - Replies (13)

[[ if anyone wants to write an NPC feel free at any point in this thread.  It is not pre-written I'm killing some time for some other threads to wrap. ]]

The hungers were fueled by the dark pleasures of taking a life.  Nox hated the monster he was becoming -- or rather re-becoming.  Memories he'd thought long forgotten resurfaced.  His first time killing a god with Jacob.  It wasn't pleasure but it was satisfaction of a job well done -- the praise that followed.  What he would have done to hear those words from his father.

The whole idea of pleasing his father turned his stomach.  But the horde latched on to the feelings and pushed his own memories at him -- feeding their lusts and desires.  They wanted more and self pleasuring in the shower after a hearty steak dinner wasn't going to suffice tonight.

Nox learned from his father -- he hated the facts.  But it was what it was.  He knew how to find what he needed.  He truly missed Oriena in that moment.  A quick call -- and he'd have exactly what he horde needed the violence and the sex rolled into one.  It would sate the beast inside.

Even in the middle of a place he'd never been Nox knew the signs of brothels and whore houses.  Or even the woman walking the street who desired money for sex.  But his feet carried him into a different place -- a different world.  No the horde wanted violence -- Nox wanted to punish himself for the thoughts and feelings he was reliving.  And a women no matter how good at her job wasn't going to cut it.

Nox left his gear and only took the credit chit and identification with him.  He thought about leaving his wallet behind, but he'd probably need that to translate.  He didn't know any Chinese. 

He found himself in a rough and tumble bar filled with Chinese gangsters.  They all stared at him when he walked in, but he didn't let it stop him as he made his way to the bar and ordered whatever was on tap with a little help from the translator on his Wallet.

The bartender didn't bring his drink, instead several men surrounded his bar stool and a big man growled in Chinese at him.  Nox held up a finger and turned the translator back on.  "Sorry, man, didn't understand that."

"What the fuck do you think you are doing?"  The translator replied after he spoke in his words again angrily.

"Having a drink and looking to be fucked." Nox said, however the Nox was pretty sure that wasn't what the translator said.  Or maybe it was and the implication that any of them might be gay resulted in the punch to his gut followed by another fist to his side until Nox was ready to curl up on the ground to protect his more vital organs.  And then the feet started.

The horde reviled him, but the pain and the blood coursing through his body, the violence enticed them.  Thrilled them even.  But even Nox had a line.  A few of them started kicking their feet at his head and neck and that was more than enough for Nox. Nox reached in through the slime slicked light of the power and he wove a blast of air that flung the attackers from him with ease.

Several of the men were pinned to the nearest wall, others had toppled over tables as Nox got up off the ground dabbing his thumb at the busted lip and grunting just a little as he sat down on the bar stool he'd vacated.  "I'll have that beer now."

He let the power go and waited for whatever they wanted to throw at him.

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  Strumming it
Posted by: Ezvin Marveet - 02-15-2024, 11:22 PM - Forum: Underground city - Replies (9)

Ezvin hadn’t visited the church in a while. He’d been busy, but he was always busy, and for some reason, this evening he had to urge to go wandering. He assumed it was because he had a lot on his mind, and when in this mood, it was to music that he turned. He was at home, strumming away at an acoustic guitar, tweaking out melodies and humming along with a half-formed tune, when something on his social media sparked an idea. As a result, he decided moping at home wasn’t going to get him anywhere useful. He packed up his guitar and came here.

The refugee church was an old, familiar site. As a kid, Ezvin’s mother used to take him there to volunteer, and when he heard that it was a place for refugees, he wandered back one day to see if he could help somehow. He’d come back once or twice, the second time with his guitar and did nothing but play and lift a few spirits. 

There were some questionable rumors hovering around the place, but Ezvin saw the best in people, and such reputations didn’t bother him. He entered the church through the front doors. Nobody paid him much attention. He wore a nice leather jacket over a henley with form-fitting jeans, but he didn't particularly stand out other than carrying a guitar case.

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  Chinese Warlord [Beijing, China]
Posted by: Nox - 02-13-2024, 11:04 AM - Forum: Rest of the world - Replies (2)

Most of the last leg of the the 8 day trip Nox spent in his seat practicing various weaves backwards.  He never had one explosion.  It wasn't hard work until he tried to do it twisted as well.  So he kept working on weave after weave backwards until it was almost rote. 

A text did arrive at one point with the names of the plants he'd sent to Raffe.  He thanked Raffe and promised a home cooked meal.

  I owe you.  Make you your favorite meal when I get back.  As a thank you. 

Nox started working on a little planter, an earthen ware pot he created from an earth weave.  Filled it with dirt and made a small rectangular terrarium to grow his new little plants in.  Well at least when he got them.  The fresh scents from the live plants always worked better, and in the mean time he'd pick up essential oils as well and mix and match until the horde was completely pliable. 

It wasn't a fix-all but it was a better solution than sex and fighting all the time.  The horde was scratching at his walls more and more the further he got from London and Hayden.  And ultimately Raffe, but Nox was doing his best not to think about any of that.

Now all he had to do was plant the plants -- that should be fun.  But for now he'd continue with the little bag he had, it worked for now.

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  Seeking WyldeFyre
Posted by: Sierra - 02-12-2024, 07:43 PM - Forum: Place for Dreams - No Replies

The storm raged outside and Sierra and the pups hunkered down in the bathroom.  The only place she was sure the pups would not escape since the door still hung off the hinge from Tristan's brusk nature.  Sierra hushed the pups.  "Sleep now.  Let's find Tristan."  She projected the image to Never and he settled but poor Bre didn't have that, Sierra held her close and calmed her with her fingers through her fur as she closed her eyes and drifted into the dream.

If Tristan were hurt maybe he's drift there too.  Maybe...



Sierra woke in the grove of the ancient one.  The place where Tristan had given her the flower -- a good memory, a warm one though Tristan was not there.  Sierra called out both in dream and her voice.  "Tristan. WyldeFyre."  The image of his name carried throughout the dream and the waking world calling to all the wolves in both.  She had to find him, make sure he was safe.  And hope that wherever he was Thalia was too.  She was of the dream but she didn't remember -- a thought that she couldn't ponder at the moment.

Never was there beside her but he lept through the trees and into the air and spread his own wings to fly.  He wasn't going to let her mortal constructs contain him.  He sent her back images that meant here he can fly -- soar like the eagles above.  And he'd find Tristan.  Or get lost in the dream Sierra thought to herself, but the pup was gone and seeking out their friend.

The wolves in the dreams echoed back their willingness to help but none knew where he was -- at least not yet.

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  Gifts
Posted by: Sage - 02-12-2024, 11:44 AM - Forum: Greater Moscow and the Golden Ring - Replies (1)

Nox had been gone for several days now.  Sage tracked his movements and he was safely in London and from what he could tell Nox was hooking up with a cute bartender.  Nox knew how best to hid the phone so he couldn't see anything so Sage didn't bother trying.  It was the one bad thing with a person knowing he was there.  The moments to watch things was limited by their knowledge -- it sucked but whatever.

But along with staying connected Sage had promised to watch out for two little girls who lived at the church he'd been to with Cruz.  The one Raffe knew the guy and Cruz pissed off.  It wasn't in the greatest part of town.  But it didn't bother Sage as he walked from the train station.  He'd told Aiden he was going for a walk -- he did.  He walked to the train station.  It wasn't a lie and it wasn't like he was hiding anything.  Aiden just stood out in places like this -- his being famous didn't help Sage blend in.  And Sage wanted to blend in.

Getting robbed right now would be a bad thing -- though he could easily find the stolen goods.  All of it had trackers in it.  And he'd already installed his software and a bunch of other things.  Most notably some kid friendly games and because Sage knew Nox a few learning things.  One of them was even an instructional on how to do Karate and Tai Chi.  Sage knew Nox was teaching one of the girls how to fight.  He didn't remember which one, but it didn't matter.

Sage pulled open the doors to the church and was surprised by the number of people still living there. Sage wasn't one to fix things for people he didn't care about, but he knew Nox felt bad.  But there was nothing either of them could do.  Some homeless people just didn't know how to do anything else.  But these kids?  Why wouldn't they find a home?  Nox would gladly take them in.  Like he does every one else even if he doesn't have a home.  He took him in.  Sage was grateful for their friendship, even it was a bit strange looking in from the outside.

The girls were huddled in a corner and Sage had never met them.  He approached slowly with a bright smile.  One of the girls stood up and in front of the other. "I'm not here to hurt you.  I'm a friend of Nox's and I have a gift  for each of you."

He held out two decent wallets for the girls.  "You know Nox is away, right.  I have his number right here.  And he has your numbers.  He sent you both an image to prove that I'm who I say I am." The image on the screens was of Nox with a pink bunny riding on a train.  He captioned it. 'Thinking of you both'.  Each picture phone had their names at the top.  

The little girl behind the other darted forward and grabbed the wallet with 'Morgan' on the picture.  "Why would you give us this?"

"So you can keep in touch with Nox.  And so he can see you are alright.  He really cares about you and wants you safe.  I'd take you with me, but I don't know what my boyfriend would think of me bringing home two girls."  Aiden would probably love them, but Sage didn't want to be responsible for two little girls -- he wasn't Nox.  His heart didn't bleed for them like his friends.  And to be fair he had enough trouble taking care of himself and Aiden.

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  Casual Observer
Posted by: Hayden - 02-07-2024, 10:26 AM - Forum: Rest of the world - Replies (20)

[[ Runs in tandem with Runaway Train]]

Two dossiers were attached to the assignment for Nox's next marks.  He followed at a distance, wondering why he just didn't fly to Paris.  But whatever -- there was that plane accident he was in so maybe that had something to do with it.  But it really didn't matter, Hayden followed Nox. 

The train was unique.  He'd never been on one before.  Hayden checked in with his assistant manage at Harbour House to make sure things were going well. 

He kept in touch with Zef through the burner phone they gave him.  Nox seemed on edge whenever he saw him out of the corner of his eyes.  But they didn't want him to blow his cover, so Hayden stayed hidden. 

Hayden hung out mostly in the diner car, his seat on the train was less than comfortable and Nox walked through regularly grabbing something to eat almost like clockwork. 

There was a lot going on, on this train.  And a party in an adjoining car was loud and raucous.  Hayden wanted to slip in and have some fun, but he was working and it was a distraction.  But the noise drew him more and more and eventually he knew he'd give in.

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  Runaway Train
Posted by: Nox - 02-07-2024, 10:24 AM - Forum: Rest of the world - Replies (5)

Target 1: Robert Read, Diplomat, Atharim, Traveling to/from China
[dossier attached]  [itinerary attached]

Target 2: Song Fan, Beijing China [dossier attached]



Nox had too much time on his hands.  And not enough research to kill his time.  His mind kept wandering to the promises he made.  One such lapse reminded Nox to pick up something for the girls as he was leaving on the ferry.  They may not enjoy the trinket, but what girl didn't like snowglobes.  Aurora never did, but she like knives and crossbow bolts so there was that.

Nox shook Big Ben and watched the snow fall around the clock tower.  It was cute.  Not cool.  But cute.  He'd have to remember to pick them up something from other stops if he could. 

Another lapse had Nox staring at his wallet screen.  He'd never gotten Hayden's number, it was Raffe's he stared at.  He'd made the promise to a stranger -- so what if he didn't keep it.  Soon was relative.

Nox sighed and hit the text messages.  The last one he'd sent to Raffe was about closing up when he hooked up with Oriena and set a new life direction even if he hadn't known it at the time.  Those moments spearheaded a new thought -- a new way to live.  And Nox was just now starting to embrace it all.

Nox still didn't know what to say to Raffe.  And the words that he sent were stupid.

  How's Lily? 

Nox didn't expect an answer.  He didn't really know what to say.  But he reached out.  It was more than he'd done when he left -- though the note had been for him and him alone.  Nox couldn't have said good-bye to his face. 

Shortly there after a reply buzzed Nox's wallet and in return Raffe had sent a picture of Lily sitting amongst his other plants on the window sill.  She looked at home nestled among the other greenery.  Almost like it was meant to be.  It drew Nox's mood down.

The first night on the train was restless.  Nightmares, and research kept him awake.  The guy was Atharim -- false prophet spewing words, but Nox didn't really care.  He just had to figure out how to take him out without derailing a train.

Somewhere in the dead of night Nox felt a man channeling.  He didn't feel anything, he didn't see anything but somewhere on the train another man was channeling. 

While he'd been with Hayden he hadn't had time to put any of his theories to the test.  He'd been too busy getting his body worked over by the other man to think beyond his dick.  Now he was alone -- the nightmares took his body again.  He realized it wasn't just Raffe, it was contentment.  He fucking needed a warm body to feel safe.  He'd always had Aurora to curl up with when shit got bad.  That didn't work now that his twin was dead.  And no one there to love him.

Depression sank hard in his heart.  Even the recent memories of a warm body ravaging his body wasn't enough to keep his nights warm.  He had to find something else.

The first stop on the train Nox ironically found that pink bunny sitting in the window of a shop and he picked it up.  It didn't last long once he got back to his seat on the train.  He tore into it and found the pouch in the head and started sorting out the leaves inside.  He had to figure out what each one was.

Another of the long list of projects he had before he hit China where his next mark waited.  He still had to handle the current one.  But how do you kill a man on a train when you don't want to get caught.  Easy enough he wasn't a god so he couldn't see the trick Nox would employ he just had to make sure there were no witnesses.

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  Loss
Posted by: Eidolon - 02-02-2024, 12:14 AM - Forum: Past Lives - No Replies

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Malaika

It had been months since Malaika had left the Tower, and it felt at once as brief as the blink of an eye and tortuous as the stretch of eons. Little of the city had changed, but the gaze that viewed it had. Her face had begun to slow long before she’d sworn on the oath rod, but she’d never felt old before; like the creep of autumn winds crumbled her bones to dust. Once she’d been fascinated by the many lives that played out under the protective shadow of the White Tower. Now they passed in a blur almost unheeded but for the acknowledgement of absence. Is this what it was to be Aes Sedai? To be free of every link, every connection, that bound her to the ephemerality of others’ lives? Finding Zurafai had ripped something free; she’d decided it was safer not to care, and wiser to retreat to the carapace of her own thoughts alone. Yet she’d still gone to the wedding.

The ceremony had been a simple, beautiful thing. Mere months ago, she’d have been enthralled at the union of words and emotions so freely on display; honoured to have been included in its witness, and captivated by the minutiae of a life she could not have. But beneath the façade of quiet serenity, she had instead found the day taxing. Insistent on maintaining her place in the periphery, she’d felt more observer than participant. Jealousy was not in her nature – at least, she had not thought so – but the surrounding happiness left her uncomfortable; a trespasser strayed onto territory in which she had no right to invest. Mistress Osilia did not seem to notice; when she was not smiling, tears were sparking in her eyes – oft times both at once. On numerous occasions she’d caught Malaika’s hands in her own, offering endless gratitude that the Aes Sedai had come, for the help she had given, for the gift she had bestowed. The emotion, though well and genuinely meant, fluttered Malaika with uncertainty. She felt fraudulent.

She stayed until it felt appropriate to leave – long before the celebration reached its zenith. Already she’d begun to feel dizzied by all the people, all the noise and laughter, until it felt like she viewed the whole thing through a sheet of glass that kept her distant. Afterwards, she wandered to the docks. Restlessness weighed heavy on her soul, now more than ever, but it was not the exuberance of a youth eager to fly the nest. It was something duller, flatter, and tied inextricably to the tatters of her identity. Her hands rested on the bridge railing, and she watched the waters lap up the sides of the merchants boats silently.


Jai wasn't the only Kojima man to feel the call of wanderlust. Andreu had known it his whole life, but stayed back, imprisoned by the bars of his own mind. When thing turned sour and confusing, he let himself go, and disappeared into the anonymity of a city that often swallowed him up. Such as this day. He was a morsel for a hungry mob, swept along the currents of traffic, until the stomp of hooves and roll of carts were replaced with the footfalls of boots on wood: the docks.

He had no dealings to draw him to the boats. He knew none of the faces darting back and forth on their errands. Yet he recognized the brokerage of deals. He suspiciously eyed men laden with cloaks and samples of their wares, imagining each one bearing weapons just out of sight. He had his own, of course. A knife tucked into the small of his back, hidden beneath the billow of a cloak dirtied across the hem from walking the streets the last two days. Unkempt, disarrayed appearance much like the growth stubbling his face randomly and the grit and grim caked beneath his nails. The pendulum of his identity swung constantly back and forth - charming, handsome, and suave when he wanted. Problem was, he usually wanted to run from the spotlight, not dance in the heat of it. He kept his hands stuffed in his pockets as he strolled. Another pair of weapons, hidden. Andreu was hardly a trained fighter, but savagery made up for technique, although he wasn't completely oblivious.

He came to rest alongside a railing. A tiny shadow of a woman hovered nearby, but a cursory glance told him she was no threat however her ethnicity. Dru's prejudices were irrespective of race. Except maybe Aiel.

He curled the long distance downward, placing his forehead across arms draped over the railing, and listened to the sound of the water slapping the docks beneath. Despite the noise and bustle of the main highway in and out of Tar Valon, the River docks, he found a sense of peace and quiet. Perhaps because he was as far away from everything familiar as he could possibly be. It gave an active mind a moment's rest from the marathon of life.

He glanced up however many minutes later, surprised to see she was still there. The wind tugged at raven black hair, and curiosity slowly pricked at his conscience. He lifted his face from the rail and stretched his back, knuckling his spine as he uncurled. He focused on the way the air fluttered her cloak and hair, and shut out the fishy scent of stagnant water.

He opened his mouth to speak no less than three times, but caught himself before spilling empty words. It wasn't shyness. Light knew Andreu Kojima was not shy. In the end he drew a long, contemplative breath of air and rubbed his eyes. He should probably sleep soon. The manic high he'd ridden the last two days was crumbling beneath him.


Caia'li's warder was a man of contradictions. Bow to an enemy, then cut him down. Break his back burying the anonymous dead, but unwilling to write a letter home. In the days after his sister-in-law and cousins left for Caemlyn, then traveled up river back to their snowy homelands, Vladamir whittled away the time jotting stanzas of poetry in one of the many taverns ringing Southharbour. 

The deep crevices of his stoney face had become a familiar sight to the harbourmaster's workers and tavern maids alike. Only once in the past week had his expression softened to something near to amusement. That being when a dark-haired, pale-skinned serving girl wagered she could make him smile before the night was up. Well, it almost worked, but the lass tried hard.

A face that was decidedly not familiar was that of a roguish wanderer slithering through the docks of late. None took any interest in the man, but that only heightened Vladamir's worry over his identity. He moved with too much confidence to be a beggar, yet by all appearances -- and scents -- he was practically that. He was a tall fellow too, moreso than even Vladamir himself by an inch or so. Which meant he had the height of either an Aielman, but not the coloring, or he was northern. Shienaran. Though clearly he lacked the topknot of a warrior, the scowl on his face might as well have been a perfect match for a Lancer. In the opinion of an heir to the Lordship of Fal Sion Keep anyway.

For that reason, Vladamir had made to follow the man the last few hours. And to his surprise, the fellow lined up alongside a face -- at least a profile -- that was familiar. The quiet presence of one Malaika Sedai. They knew one another, of course, but primarily as shadows in the library, nearly back to his days as a trainee. Before either of them were veterans of the Tower. 

His eyes narrowed. Tucking the tiny book of poetry in a pocket on his belt, he ensured the sword at his back was stable and the rest of his belt secure, and joined the pair, footfalls as silent as the long shadow of his form cast across the planks. 

Unlike the northman, Vladamir came alongside Malaika much more closely, yet still maintained a respectful distance. He bowed his head to her and above her tiny shoulders shot the stranger a warning glance. This was not someone to bother, and he best be about his business. However, he kept his tongue, and instead turned toward the waters they both seemed so enraptured with. Somewhere down there, the world was churning with danger though they could not tell by simply studying the flat sheet of water coursing away from the island both he and Malaika Sedai called 'home.' 

"Greetings," he offered, though did not wish to assume their familiarity such that he would offend her by being too informal. However, there was a reason he had interrupted, and so he explained to her quietly his concerns. "Forgive me, madam, but I felt it wise to join you.”

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Malaika

Oblivion raised a fortress, and within it Malaika was sheltered. Time barely touched the place she dwelt, and though her gaze drew out across the water she’d be unable to recount any of what she’d seen. Her thoughts ran in circles; intricate, looping, elegant circles, but still circles. Academically she understood the weight of heaviness in her chest, but acknowledgement did little to ease the burden.  Melancholy drummed like the dull patter of rain, and just as ceaseless.

She never noticed company - though even if she had, she’d never have intruded upon another’s retreat to silence. Her hands rested neatly on the railing, posture rigidly straight, unmoving as a statue. But she flinched minutely at the drawn out sigh of another’s breath so close. A gentle intrusion, all things considered, but she had been a thousand miles away. Her head turned at almost the same time another unheard shadow loomed, and her gaze diverted to a face she did recognise.

The solid shield of the man was an effective reminder. Tar Valon was a haven, but she should know better; these were not safe times. Some months ago the Tower had executed a young man for attacking an Accepted in a tavern, a travesty almost unheard of within the Shining Walls. She had not witnessed that morbid attraction, but even she had heard about it. A humble nod greeted Vladamir in return, quietly grateful for the solid foundations of his formality, and his respectful distance. If she continued to stand in silence, she did not think he would take offence. Given what little she knew of him, he would perhaps even prefer it to inelegant small-talk.

She did look to see what had plucked at the strings of duty and earned a Warder’s attention. The stranger looked vaguely of the Borderlands, though she was unaccustomed to such identification. Little curiosity ignited as she took in his dishevelment, nor the tired lines of his face. She considered retreat, to excuse the Warder his self-imposed obligation to watch over a foolish Sister, and to leave the stranger to his own contemplations. Burdensome though they seemed.

“You are not a beggar.” She did not qualify the judgement with whatever her cursory glance had revealed, but the words were softly certain. “And if you are a traveller, you do not look pleased with where your journey has led you.” It was not so much empathy as it was the desire to relieve the burden of accusation from the stranger’s shoulders that she spoke. Or prove the Warder’s caution, but Malaika did not like to think ill of others. She’d met another vagabond on these streets once, and he had revealed to be anything but. Appearances were a deceptive mask, but she also believed in privacy. She asked no questions, not directly at least. Some men would grasp at the promise of a listening ear. Or perhaps he would simply walk away.


If Andreu had struggled before, the warrior's appearance unhinged him. How many times the last day had he shot suspicious glances behind his shoulder and saw that intense face? How many miles had he walked and yet that shadow persisted? Andreu lost touch with reality for far more innocent coincidences. The image of his baby brother stalking through the snow crept memory across his expression. And though the heartfelt curiosity of the good Lady glanced the edge of his conscious, it was too shallow a gesture to reach him. The rational side collapsed beneath the crushing weight of conspiracy.

His hands gripped the railing until the splinters dug spikes through his palms. If only he felt the sensation, but he was numb to anything but a whirlwind of panic. His heart beat wild, and he gripped instinctively, and curled his face closer to the earth, teeth grinding veins to suddenly ridge along his brow. The water was far below, and likely to swallow any attempt but the most able-bodied swimmer to stay afloat. The slap of it against the seawall appeared but gentle licks from their height, so innocuous. Deceptively friendly as its depth and speed.

Do not attack a warder! A desperate voice called within, the same voice that told him not to attack an Asha'man - or an Accepted. So tenuous was obedience, very little delineated when the voice was and wasn't heeded.

He sneered hatred at the man who so defiantly followed him to this peaceful spot and intercepted his only chance at reaching out, pleading for the help of another human being. The hilt of a sword loomed tall, though, and all of Andreu's thoughts suddenly froze glacially still. He released the railing and straightened, arms heavy at his side.

As soon as he made a move, the warder tensed to strike, but Andreu lifted his hands peacefully, reached behind his back, and withdrew a sheathed dagger he'd carried there. "Peace, be still." He urged with more of his own voice than he recognized. Gone were the usual clips of sarcasm, the hints of intrigue, and the tearing fabric of his reality. He knew what was real now. Such as the leather hilt and sheathe of the weapon laid atop his palms. It was small. A relic of the family's, though nothing near as significant as Asad's honorable sword. It bore the Kojima initials on the pommel, but was otherwise a humble weapon. Far unlike the enigmatic Andreu Kojima's usual manic selections. It was more befitting this version of him: old and worn and practically useless.

He laid it at his feet as some kind of offering to the two in his presence, and turned, resolute. In a flash, he hurled himself over the edge. Thankful he didn't know how to swim.

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Malaika

Malaika wasn’t skilled at reading the nuances in others – at least, not by looking at their faces – but in this case even she understood the gravity of how tightly the man gripped at the railing. Despair caved in the shadows of his expression, making a grotesque skull of his face, and her eyes were drawn in morbid fascination. The Tower fortified itself against emotion; what it felt, it hid carefully behind walls of serenity. Its daughters were no different. She was unused to seeing such a pure, raw display so openly bled out in front of strangers, and though the tragedy of it stirred some urge to comfort, she was unsure how to feel. Or why she felt some stirring of kinship.

She’d turned from the wall by now, though she didn’t move any closer. Little crossed the neutrality of her expression. Her formality was not born of blood and nurture, as for Vladamir, but of something far more intrinsic to her very nature. He didn’t provide much of an answer, but he may as well have unravelled before her very eyes.

Ill-practised at reading faces, even after so many years, but voices. Voices sang intuitively. She had lived a lifetime gauging the whim and desires of her masters by intonation alone, and something in his tone daggered shivers across her skin. Saidar flew on insistent wings, brightening every detail of her vision. Concern laced her glance at the coiled warder, then paused in askance at the stranger’s glare. It told a tale she did not understand, but unease pressed a steady instinct on her soul. A sense of dread began draining her pallor before she had any inclination of what he was about to do. Cautiously, she watched him lay the knife at his feet, eyes beginning to narrow to contemplation; she needed time to comprehend the mystery.

But then he jumped.

Her eyes widened. Malaika was habitually slow, but Aes Sedai do not earn the shawl without worth. Reflex shot out wide bands of braided air, and a single step closed the gap between her and the railing. No thought crossed the threshold of action; she burned perilously bright, not even sure if it would work - even saidar had limitations, after all. But the weave only snapped beneath his weight and momentum. The sound of his body crashing into the water haunted. 

Light.

An Aes Sedai did not show fear, and whatever anomalies counted Malaika among the softest of her Sisters, betrayal of weakness was not one of them. She hadn’t screamed or gasped, and to an onlooker only appeared to return to the railing to observe the man’s watery fate. But inside she felt tremulous. If the depth of her distress touched her eyes there was little she could do about it

She did not understand the desire to take one’s own life; perhaps because hers had never belonged to her. The concept horrified her. But moreso, she had been so irreverently absorbed in her own self-pity, she had utterly failed to recognise the signs of his distress.

The failure struck her deeply.

The guilt would never wash clean; it settled into her skin as tight and unrelenting as the oaths she had taken so many years ago, and shivered her core with failure. Malaika felt as though she stood vigil at the railing a long time, every heartbeat a betrayal to the splash that resounded in her ears. The distress she felt was stark, but internalised. Shouldered alone, though the sobriety of her expression - its sheer stillness – hinted at how deeply she took it. Aes Sedai were not infallible, and Malaika did not hold herself to a pedestal of unattainable perfection. The Wheel wove the Pattern as it was meant to be. But she had been perched on the edges of a listless despair – a self-pity she did not deserve – and she took it personally. Face ashen, she yet gripped the power. Its sweetness tasted sick, but she held on. In case it was needed.

Other men came; they were ghosts in her peripheral, the splashes as they dived in after cruel echoes. Strangely displaced, she only stepped back when she realised she was in the way, though she was disinclined to lose sight of the dark waters below. Her gaze found the Warder instead. Solemn. She read nothing in the stone of his expression, but didn’t misconstrue apathy. She tried not to find condemnation in the blank lines of his face, but the shadows betrayed the rawness of her guilt. She saw it because she feared it. And perhaps because she deserved it.

The sailors might yet find a man gasping onto the last breathes of life. But rivers claimed life fast, and she already knew they would find nothing. Still, she stayed a long time in silence.

A few steps retreated her, finally, from the railing. Her brow clouded as she took in sight of the object shed before the man had jumped.  Her brain had finally made a picture of disparate puzzle pieces, and when she knelt to retrieve the knife it was with understanding. She cradled the blade in both palms, disgusted to feel a note of anger amid the grief. Either he had not wanted to die anonymous. Or he left behind a family who must be informed of the loss. It was a burden, either way.  A bitter burden. But one Malaika would accept wordlessly.

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  A Dear Sister
Posted by: Eidolon - 02-01-2024, 11:15 PM - Forum: Past Lives - Replies (3)

Enough time had passed. The emotions stirred by her visit to Ebou Dar had resettled, leaving a fine mist of impartiality in its wake. Routine without Kasimir had continued; her studies, alone and with her ajah, her visits to the city, and her deep contemplations. The morning had seen a combination of those already, including a particular interesting meeting in one of the Brown’s alcove common rooms, which had left her with a parchment scribbled with notes to follow up. These she deposited by her favoured armchair, where she would not forget them. A netted shawl of cream and white slipped from her shoulders, and was laid idly on another piece of furniture – an armoire, she thought vaguely in passing, since the shawl had been a gift and one she would undoubtedly feel indebted to wear again.

Her soft footsteps had purpose, but her mind still lingered with the meeting. If any had been present to witness her expression, it was the epitome of Brown stereotype, brows gently drawn, gaze caught in an intensity that lacked focus in the physical world. Fortunate, then, that she could navigate her rooms with her eyes closed. Her left palm pressed again her bedroom door, and saidar brought tender flame to various ensconced candles within. It was the only room in her apartments she would feel uncomfortable letting another see, the only part of her sanctuary she had made any effort to make her own. Convincing herself she had the right to do that – to put her physical mark on an actual space – had taken time, and made slow advances even now. One might struggle to see how – it was still very much generic – but to Malaika’s sensitivities, it was like a portal to the most private recesses of her mind.

She sat on the edge of the bed, and retrieved the key from her pocket. There was no hesitation; Malaika had made this decision, and arduous though the decision-making may have been, once it was made she did not balk. The ward about her bedside cabinet unravelled at her touch, the faint traces of saidar wrought by her own hand yielding to its mistress. The key turned, the drawer pulled out, and the envelope sat in the shadows within. She pulled it out, memories simmering at its touch, and flicked it open. The page within was folded neatly, and she smoothed it out on her lap. The script at its centre was in Chakai’s utilitarian hand; to the point, nothing extraneous but for the few details he had imparted from his sick bed, perhaps to remind her that the longer she let the wick burn, the less time before even this information would be useless.

She read it twice in quick succession, words carved in mind as if on stone, then the glow inflamed her and the paper burned. She watched impassively as it curled and blackened from the edge, and caught the ash in her right hand, where the heat found no purchase on pain.

Now she knew, and now there was a bigger decision to be made.


It was difficult to train her thoughts to the idea of time, to ingrain within her mind that – if she was going to do this thing – then she was going to have to work to a schedule. There was no leeway to spend a few days contemplating, as she would have liked, because if after her slow and laborious meditations she decided yes, then it would leave her no time to prepare - and that would simply be suicide. So she must organise herself and consider whether she did the right thing while she did so. There was no commitment; she could change her mind – come to her senses – even up until the last minute. It felt rushed, terribly rushed, but she had needed the last few days to steel herself to open the envelope, and the deadline was a thing outside of her control.

It will be what it will be. The Wheel Weaves as it wills… The thought calmed her, at least a little.

The only thing she wished for was an ally, someone she could trust enough to divulge what she was thinking and why. She thought of Byron, probably because he had a knack for making the crazy sound sane. No doubt he would even be able to convince her she was doing the right thing, which would have been welcome amid the flurry of her fears. And, well, if he told her she was stupid, then she would know her plans really were crazy. But she didn’t have the luxury of an outside opinion – not his, or anyone’s. She didn’t trust her sisters to advise her in this matter, because she doubted a single one of them would understand, or would be able to give their advice without salting it with their own interests. And Kasimir? Even if he was not in Ebou Dar, she would not involve him in something so risky. She was truly alone in this.

It was not so bad. Though she wished for someone to talk to, she also knew that an Aes Sedai ultimately made decisions for herself, and she could not expect someone to shoulder the burden for her. She considered this as she sat at her desk, quill held aloft in her hand, head tilted to one side. It was truly strange to not have to answer to someone anymore - to truly be able to make decisions for herself, and reap either rewards or consequences. There were her Ajah Sitters, of course, and the Council, but there was also the fact she was Brown. How many women snubbed their noses at the Ajah because of its reputation for being cloistered and fusty, when it truth it was perhaps the most free Ajah of them all. Even Blues, who travel the world on whim, must rationalise their Causes, must ground themselves in morals. A Brown's only fences were the pursuit of knowledge, and that was such a vast and uncompromised field that Malaika did not think she could detect the fences at all.

I have to know. The mantra of any true Brown, and she wrote it at the head of her parchment, above all the pros and cons she had thus far ordered into neat columns. It someone negated everything she had just written. She had spent years under Broekk Sedai's wing, had even considered White at one time, and it showed in the logical progession of her thought patterns - even in her habitually chaotic way, she liked order and reason. But this... this feeling washed away logic. I have to know...


How time passed quickly when you willed it not to – when you were counting on those seconds and minutes to prepare. She had poured over maps, practised weaves with a precision and diligence she had not needed since the one hundred weaves, researched every obscure eventuality she could think
of – and all the while she maintained her usual appointments and gentle mannerisms, despite the blooming uncertainty and late nights contemplating.

Two weeks had not been long enough, not for everything, but it would have to suffice.

Her dress was unusual, more fitted and practical for travelling. A belt cinched her waist, Kasimir’s daggers sheathed on either side of her hip. A thick cloak negated any self-consciousness she felt over her figure, so uncommonly blatant (by her standards) in these unusual clothes. It felt conspicuous, but in fact cut an ordinary, plain figure. The serpent ring she kept on her finger, for now at least, and she twisted it lightly around her finger, her only outward concession to the tight ball of anxiety she felt within. Her gaze took in her rooms, shadowed in early morning light, and she wondered if she had remembered everything.

A finger strayed to the hilt of one dagger, its weight unfamiliar despite being balanced on both sides. Kasimir had warned her against carrying weapons you were not one hundred per cent proficient with, because more often than not they would be used against you rather than serving for your protection. She understood that, but it was better than nothing. Where she was going, she might not be able to rely on the One Power, and this was as close to a contingency plan as she had. She might have gone to the Master of Arms for aid – one did not have to bond a gaidin or gaidar to benefit from their assistance – but she had been loath to share these plans with anyone. They were too personal, too close to her heart, and she did not want to share them with a stranger. Even if it put her person at additional risk.

The Light send she did not live to regret it.

Do I have everything I need? Her heart quickened in these last moments. A mental check, the rote of it intensifying that flutter in her stomach. Her purse, filled with far Tar Valoni coins, hung a heavy weight in the deep pocket of her skirts. She had checked her satchel a thousand times, unpacking and repacking it with everything she could imagine needing. It lay at her feet, neatly buckled, waiting. Eyes half lidded she counted the contents twice in quick succession, and then her eyes opened, steely in resolve. If she had forgotten something, it was not going to come to her now; she was ready, as ready as she could ever be.

She considered the planes of her furniture, the velvet fall of her curtains, the fresh cut flowers of her sideboard, and wondered if she would ever see any of it again. An Aes Sedai wanted for no luxury, and sometimes Malaika felt a burrowed guilt for how little she noticed the lavishness. She was not vain or proud or over-indulgent, but sometimes ignorance seemed as bad; to not notice when servants scented her bedsheets with lavender to help her sleep, or when they tidied the debris of living without prompting; whisking away empty plates, bundling laundry and plumping pillows – the smallest kindnesses, and that was how she thought of them, despite knowing it was a servants job. How much she had to be grateful for, and she was risking it all on the whims of her heart.

She wondered if she should say goodbyes, then wondered who she would say it to if she could. Some sisters were close, but her life was sometimes… lonely. That feeling had been nestling in her soul since Kasimir left, haunting her nights and urging her thoughts to her sister. Her damane sister, she knew now. That song of sorrow captured her heart, her thoughts, her everything; like calling to like across the distance. Foolish, selfish… human. She was stalling, thoughts running in melancholic circles with all the philosophic meanderings of a White. Allowing her lips to purse, to steel the evanescent emotions within to something sturdier, harder, she lifted her bag and settled it on her shoulder. She turned her back on her room; it was filled with things, trappings of a life that meant nothing if she could not put the power she had built to use. The door to her study opened with a click, and saidar flooded her aspect – bringing certainty and beautiful calm. 

The space behind her desk split like molten silver, then widened, shimmering the air like heat. Malaika did not look back when she stepped through.

Malaika blinked, gripping the edges of the basin, droplets of water pooling on her lashes. Cold water slid down her nose, down her cheeks, and trickled from her chin. She watched each droplet as it hit, contemplating the tiny ripples as they spread outwards, before she finally pressed her palms to her face. When she looked up, the face that greeted her in the mirror opposite was not her own. The eyes were dark and unremarkable, the nose stronger in profile. The hair brown, straight, and pulled back in a braid that tucked round and tied at the base of her neck. Over the past weeks she had worked hard on that face, hoping to create a physical representation of the strength and determination she would need. And to erase any trace of her ancestry; that was imperative.

She turned away. The cold water hadn’t eased her anxiety or cleared her head, but it had been better than brooding – better than worrying. It was a strange sort of stasis up here, counting the moments before she would descend to the common room below, and then her thread in the pattern would play out its fate. In these last moments of calm she paced. The room about her was small and serviceable; thin mattress, warm blankets; a water basin and mirror, an antiquated chest of drawers. No hearth, but a thick, well-worn rug over the floor-boards. The shutters fit well, preventing any draft, and there were no unwanted guests. It was far from the comforts she was used to, but it was the least of her thoughts.

She was at an inn on the edge of a merchant route in rural Altara. At this time of year it was near vacant of patrons, but there were enough that she didn’t feel isolated or overwhelmed.  That had been part of Chakai’s criteria in establishing this meeting; somewhere out of the way, alone. She was not sure how he had managed that, and kept herself from wondering too deeply. All her brother had been willing to impart was that she was to be representative of a party interested in seeking a sul’dam’s aid. The Empire must have changed much if sul’dam were open to such private persuasions, but it had been many, many years since Malaika had shared anything of Seanchan but her blood. It was enough that the meeting would take place at all, and should she find herself in a dangerous situation as consequence… well, she had been aware of the risks before she had ever woven the silvery Gate to Ebou Dar.

She had arrived early with thought to steel herself, but now that she was here she only felt anxious impatience. It had taken three days to travel from the Gate she had opened outside Ebou Dar, to here; she had planned her route carefully, and had encountered no problems. Everything had run smoothly. Too smoothly, if she was going to be cynical, but she choose to believe in her own control of the situation. She wondered if that control would fall apart when she saw the collar about her sister’s throat. Sweet Zurafai, the single hope that had comforted her for most of her life since the collar. Anger swelled, and hope and despair and determination.

I am coming for you Zurafai, I am coming.

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