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  The Heart
Posted by: Zhenya - 06-27-2020, 11:17 PM - Forum: Greater Moscow - No Replies

[[Continued from the events in The Height of Rumour]]

It was late, of course, by the time business concluded and Zhenya returned home. The apartment should have been shrouded in shadow, but a faint light still burned in the sitting room. She deposited her purse onto a sideboard, slipping down from the lofty height of her heels. It might mean Halima was still awake, though it seemed unlikely. Possibly the woman had fallen asleep in front of a screen, but more probably it meant they had had a bad night. Zhenya’s lips pursed, for no messages had pinged her wallet the whole duration of the evening, and Halima knew the order of Zhenya’s priorities. She would have answered.

Her head canted around the door, quiet lest she disturb the occupants. Though it proved an unnecessary consideration.

“Mama?” a small voice mumbled.

Auri’s bare feet padded quickly across the distance, and Zhenya knelt and allowed the small child to sweep into her arms, smoothing the dark strands from around her cheeks where they stuck clammy with sweat. Auri nuzzled away from the ministrations, pushing closer, her face burying into the soft fall of Zhenya’s hair and her arms wrapping about her neck.

“You should be sleeping, precious one,” Zhenya said, rubbing a hand up and down her back. She was warm as a furnace, fresh from the heat of blankets. Halima hovered, having risen from the sofa where the two had clearly been snuggled. A nest of bedcovers half hung from the cushions behind her, fortressed with a platoon of small stuffed toys. The woman’s face was weary, her eyes smudged with sleep captured and lost too quickly. Zhenya slowly prised her daughter free, adjusting her silky hair, smoothing her small arms. Bright amber eyes stared out of a pale face. The shadowy crescents cupped beneath her eyes were too dark for one so small. She wished it were so easy as to sweep them away with her thumb.

“Bad dreams?”

A reluctant nod.

“And did Yulian check the closet, and under the bed?”

“Yeah.” Her voice was mushy with the cadence of sleep fought valiantly off. A balled fist pushed against her eye, her face scrunched up around it.

“Then you are in the safest home in all of Moscow,” she assured, pressing a kiss to her forehead. “Get yourself to bed, Halima,” she added softly, clasping Auri’s hand as she stood.

“There was something else,” the woman said, a touch of guardedness to her tone. Enough to pull Zhenya’s gaze up. “A call. I did not answer. It was late.”

“Lorcán?” She was not quite sure whether the question held hope or concern, though either way the sentiment was only fleetingly felt, for she could tell by the flatness of Halima’s expression that such was not the case. She nodded, smoothing away the other possibilities. A thought for tomorrow.

She tucked Auri up in the castle of her own bed, knowing they would both sleep better without the battle of insisting the girl back to her own room. Amongst the silk and mountainous pillows her dark-haired head was almost lost peeking above the blankets. A meandering lullaby played from the music box set on the nightstand, plucked with an expert twist of seidr. Light glittered like a thousand stars gleamed upon the ceiling, dancing lethargically on the air much like they had on the Apex Lounge’s dancefloor. Zhenya sat at her dresser, seeing to her nightly rituals.

“Will you tell me the story?”

“Which one is “the” story?” Her eyes found her daughter’s in the mirror, head tilted a little with the indulgence. The peep of that voice was sleepy though, already floating and quiet. Even as she spoke, Auri’s eyes fluttered shut.

“My favourite one, mama. The one about the Prince,” she yawned. “And his Kingdom of Ashes.”

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  Old things
Posted by: Seven - 06-27-2020, 07:05 PM - Forum: Place of Enlightenment - Replies (16)

Seven entered a shop at random. Well, if he was to be honest, he was walking random streets in the neighborhood he chose for himself to habituate for the foreseeable future. Upon one such block, artwork displayed in a window caught his eye. 

The jingle of a bell tolled his entrance. A young man arranging some pieces on a shelf peered his direction. He wore a collared shirt and slacks of someone who might work there, or else he was OCD enough of a customer to straighten pens into orderly fashioned while he shopped. Seven nodded, tucked his hands behind his back, and strolled about. However, it was to the window that he soon found himself studying.

The painting was a landscape, but it was unlike any terrain he had ever seen in person. The style was distinct, too. There was a name along the side. The artist was unknown to him.

Movement caught the reflection of himself in the window pane, but the motion originated from behind his shoulder. Seven didn't turn, though he was prepared for someone to come closer. Perhaps in attempt to sell the piece. His new living arrangements was disturbingly plain.  He was currently dressed in a trendy white jacket and expensive leather shoes. Acid-wash jeans cut a flattering angle to his hips. He wore a delicate timepiece at the wrist worth more than most cars. He enjoyed such things, but there was nothing haughty about presence. He was who he was, but he definitely looked like he had money.

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  The device
Posted by: Ascendancy - 06-25-2020, 08:25 PM - Forum: Kremlin and Red Square - No Replies

A swipe through the air paused the video in order for Nik to rise. The holo screen was a life-size projection of a recently received transmission. The call was quick. He did not desire to speak long in current company. In fact, if he could have avoided the update personally, he would have delegated the task elsewhere and watched from the shadows. However, these matters were delicate. Whispers were already out there, suppressed for now, and completely capable of utter denial, but the potential for betrayal was always on his mind.

As he rounded the desk, a thoughtful emptiness set the lock of his jaw as it did when he absorbed other tragic news. Deaths, mayhem, tragedy and trauma washed him like oil on water, connected, but not intermingled. As then, so was now.

He paused before the life-sized figure of a dark-haired man about his own age despite the drastic differences in their appearances. The Russian was the stone-flecked cheeks of Scion Marveet, and held aloft before his beady eyes was a sort of necklace.

Nikolai’s fingers signaled his commands, and after some elegant motions, the image of man and surroundings dissolved, leaving only the device. It reminded him somewhat of the Arcus band for its simplicity and symbolism. Though the Arcus band offered nothing practical, this device was of great use, and Scion held the keys to its design in his possession.

He pulled the holographic device away, lifting it as though it was truly present in the room with him. There was no weight, of course, but just comparison, he placed the image around his own collar, superimposed above the suit and tie he usually wore, and studied the shape in a real-world mirror. He tried to imagine what it would look like in person.

After a few moments of contemplation, he reset the paused screen and Scion’s cool face returned to the frame. Behind him sat a somewhat disheveled Zacarias Amengual. If what Scion relayed about the drug lord’s behavior was half as accurate as he claimed, then the plans were going well. Already one loose end was cut away from the conspirators. Two more remained.

Satisfied with the proceedings, Nikolai closed the system down to await the forthcoming news of Amengual’s demise. Hopefully it would be today and they could move ahead with the plans for Butryka detention center.

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  This one is different
Posted by: Daiyu - 06-25-2020, 02:11 AM - Forum: Hospitals & Research Centers - Replies (10)

She was told the nice lady doctor with the pretty hair was gone. Mara internalized the loss stoically, but there was no additional grieving. Instead, she continued about her days as she always did. Mostly she stared blankly, sometimes falling asleep where she sat. However, Mara didn't fight like she used to. Although she held to the name, Mara, rather than Daiyu as they insisted she was. She would tip a shoulder, onyx hair slipping in the movement, and return to Mara like a comfortable sock.

The new doctor was suppose to be different. The others whispered about her during recreation time. She didn't know the name, but at least the change would be something new. 

Mara waited in the therapy room, as always. Her scrubs were clean unlike some of the others. Her slippers were soft. Her hair was loose today, but her eyes sank the longer she wait. She sat so still, hands on her knees, she may have been in the midst of meditation if it wasn't for the drip of drool beginning to pool in the corner of her mouth.

With a jerk, her eyes yanked to the shadowy corners and she smiled as she pat her knee. Her pets would keep her company until the doctor came.

@"Meera Alam"

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  Liars (Lake Baikal | Siberia)
Posted by: Kemala - 06-23-2020, 10:53 PM - Forum: Rest of the world - Replies (14)

She climbed from the bus on wobbly footing like a mainlander complaining of sea legs. Her backpack swarmed behind her shoulders, longer nearly than she was tall. The wind caught her body like a sail, shoving her forward two steps despite the weight of her backpack, and she shivered ferociously. As the bus rolled away, a plume of black puffed in the air. Kemala coughed as she labored across the street to the depot.

The town didn’t seem like much. The weather said it was warm, but it obviously lied.

Once out of the wind, she searched for information on an air bnb or someplace to sleep for the night. She only picked this area to stop on the way to Moscow because of what she read about the lake itself. Its waters lapped like a slumbering ocean nearby. Wafts of fog began to mist new fingers landward. If it wasn’t so cold, she would have found the scenery beautiful. It was certainly different than anything she'd ever seen before. A lake this deep and ancient must nest a great Nāga king if she could find him.

Despite clear directions, she found a hostel along the waters’ edge. She paid the minimal fees after some help with a translation app. They may all be Custody citizens, but she barely understood what anyone said.

First thing she did was wash away the stink of travel before sinking to sleep on a bunk.

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  Interlude II (Estonia)
Posted by: Thalia - 06-23-2020, 09:40 PM - Forum: Rest of the world - Replies (11)

Music hummed softly to Thalia’s tuneless accompaniment. Her head tilted, and she squinted at the array of images tacked haphazardly in a great patchwork on the hotel wall. She’d had to perch on precarious tiptoe from the plastic desk chair in order to squish them all in, some sheets now torn into smaller pieces as she’d tried to group them in some semblance of… something. Her entire life these kinds of sketches had been nothing but an exorcism, forgotten as soon as they bled from her fingertips. She’d never even looked back at them until recently, when a break-in and that small glow of discovered power changed her life. Well, ruined it at the time.

Over the last few months a slow curiosity had begun to burn, though; wary to start, uncertain of what monsters might lurk in the hidden depths (because literal; actual, literal monsters lurked in the depths). Even back in Moscow she’d known there were truths here; faces that belonged to living breathing people, places she suspected were real places -- with enough whimsical conviction that she’d dropped all the threads of her life to begin a journey with no clear destination in order to find out.

She’d long suspected (and denied) something prescient when need ripped the images from her whether she wished it or not. But she’d never imagined there were stories buried in the rest, or at least had never admitted the possibility to herself. Nothing ever fled her pencil chronologically, or she did not think so anyway -- usually images were discarded the moment the picture felt finished, and she doodled in margins when she ran out of clean paper, or on receipts or napkins or her own skin. It happened frequently enough that a morning’s work might end up spread like a dandelion’s seeds blown in the wind, so it didn’t make the attempt at rearrangement now very easy. That, and she drew so much

Hence the currently strewn chaos.

For the last few minutes Thalia had reached to add annotations with the stub of a pencil, squeezing the cramped writing around the drawings wherever she may with what scant information she had.

Il Palazzo Apostolico di Castel Gandolfo. 
Noctua. 
River in Viljandi, Estonia. 
Tuuru. Of the outrageous spoken things. Awoken from slumber.
The guarded column.
The crystal shard, given and gone?


It left volumes of unknown, though. The black pillar that in some scenes twisted into the shadow of a scowling man, and the isolated cottage with the red door she had first drawn on the train; the ethereal woman perfected at Koit and Eha’s breakfast table before Koit plucked the pencil from the pinch of her throbbing hand. So much water; rivers and lakes and glaciers, the foamy crash of waves, the burble of a spring’s mouth. The mournful girl whom Aylin had claimed to be a patient before Thalia left Moscow, never investigated at the time. A man with bright golden eyes, and an old and grizzled wolf the size of a bear with his teeth bared in a snarl. Small sooty creatures that were sometimes curled like contented cats, and sometimes bristled into terrifying concoctions of teeth and claws and eyes. A man with a burning gaze, and a boy who cowered away terrified and shared the same features.

And it was all real?

A whole other life. Thalia stared up at the strange tapestry, and felt herself overwhelmed; not, this time, with fear -- but with wonder.

She flopped back on the bed with a sigh. Her nature was not solitary, though she was used to being alone. Fact was, she’d spent most of her adult life avoiding the sort of attachments that made new friends and acquaintances appear unbidden during the ritual of her morning sketches. There was just Aylin to spill her soul to, and Thalia did, for they’d always been close despite their (very) different natures. But she knew she couldn’t share any of this. Her sister wouldn’t understand, for one -- though she did always try her very best -- but worse than that it would only pierce her with the kind of worry that made Thalia feel a little shy of sane.

Nox was actually the first real friend she’d had in a long time, and she knew he would understand this strange and rather wonderful world she found herself perched on the threshold of (or at least he wouldn’t call her crazy), but he had his own worries and she’d already splurged all her anxieties on him once of late. And of course the person she wanted to speak to was his high holiness of the sharp smirk (Patricius I, originally born Philip Patrick Sullivan, though neither of those names really fit). Maybe he would not entertain the furious flurry of her curious nature, but he was the only one she knew who strode the same distant world -- and more, saw the things she saw.

Unfortunately, aside from the fact Mass had gone on quite forever -- and Father Ando, after that, a veritable eternity -- it was by now the twinkling early hours of the morning. Nor was it like she had any way to contact him.

She fiddled with her phone for a while, tried to slip into the realm of a book, but found herself drawn back to watching the display of sketches. Shadows curled their edges, smudging them into something otherworldly, and for the first time she was compelled to the heart of such a mystery. To want to understand. In some places her eye wandered like the contours of a map -- or a timeline, akin to the flickering pages of a flip book. But it was all theoretical. From the things he had said, Noctua clearly remembered this other world and its happenings when he awoke, but nothing stirred for Thalia. Feelings, maybe; a sense of familiarity that she had always assumed was because the art originated from within her. In some places, the more she stared the more she had a sense of some intangible connection, but like deja vu it slipped to nothing but the remnant of stirred emotions. 

Strangely, it mostly filled her with a sense of loss.

It was too late (early) to call anyone, even Aylin just to hear her sister’s voice, but she could not settle either. In the end she did summon up Nox’s contact, but only fired off a message to sate the pang of disconnect sitting in her chest.

@"Nox"  You will NEVER guess who I met today

Then, on a whim.

@"Sage"  Hi :) 

She let the wallet fall away, and sat up cross-legged amongst the blankets of the bed, restless. A faint breeze stirred through the window, and soft music continued to fill the loud silence. Thalia leaned to pluck the burn box from the nightstand, where it had been perched alongside the twig Noctua had given her at the church. He probably had not meant it as a gift, yet she was unable to let it go. “And you,” she said, twisting the ornament lifted from inside the box into her grip. It sparked dull in the moonlight, but only in a natural way; it did not shine as she knew it could. “What on earth are you?”

She did not think of the symbol burnt into her hand, or the warnings Noctua issued; that she meddled in things she ought not. That the theft would have consequences.

Her eyes were beginning to burn tired, yet she felt strange about sleeping, knowing now that her soul would fly somewhere unknown; that the images likely to spill forth tomorrow were not the workings of an idle mind, or simple dreams she never remembered nor cared to, but evidence of an entire other existence.


Thalia woke sprawled atop the blankets, still fully clothed. Blinking with grogginess she rubbed a palm over her face -- and winced at the pain, because of course it was the wrong hand -- and then pushed herself up. The curtains were still thrust wide from last night’s moonlit vigil, and brightness streamed in now, which right then seemed mostly an affront to all her senses. She rolled, reached wide for the bag that was somewhere on the floor, but ended up shuffling off the bed into a heap beside it. She pushed the messy curls from her face as she pulled the sketchbook into her lap. The new, creamy paper slipped like silk beneath her fingers, and she began to sketch. It took her a while to wake up properly, the motions automatic to begin, but once she did it was probably the first time she had ever really taken the care to consider what she drew while she was engaged in the creation. No urgency pushed her to haste, and she remained bundled on the floor, the book balanced on her knees. Morning light peered in bright over her shoulders as the imagery took shape. 

A naked woman’s torso was first, wrapped in delicate scales that made sharp patterns on her skin. There was strength to her limbs, a wild sort of beauty that was also compellingly alien. Thick tentacles swarmed from her lower half, both elegant and powerful, and her shifting stance had a sense of guardianship -- in fact there was a spear held tight in her very human hand. But oh, her face. Thalia’s pencil lingered in particular over the emotion, and it filled several pages The pucker of snarling lips. The flash of fierce eyes, searching. Tendrils floated like seaweed around her angled cheekbones, framing a moment of gut-wrenching distress.

It reminded her of the ijiraq queen’s anguish; such loss, or the fear of it.

A landscape unfurled next. Land curving around water in a distinct semi-circle, the waves cupped within perfectly clear as though made of glass. Thalia stared a long time at that, pulse rushing funny in her veins, then flipped back to the creature’s face. Nox warned her against naivety when she’d laughed about the faerie doors in her nana’s stories and her childhood fancy to travel through one. And he’d assured her of the ijiraq’s nature despite that Thalia had only seen pain in the twist of her features. Thalia believed him: Nox’s own fear of the creature and its feeding had been a palpable thing. Yet it didn’t dislodge the knot of empathy in her chest. He carried the weight of the world on his shoulders; had told her he was in the business of killing only the threats to humanity. But how did you tell the difference?

With a brief frown she tore the drawing from the book, despite the intention she’d had to keep everything in a neater order from now on, then folded it carefully and stuffed the square into her jean’s pocket. There was a restless itch in her now, but the drip of images had not yet done. 

More followed, though of a different mood. Bubbles zipping from a grinning mouth, seen deep underwater. Shoulders wrapped with tribal markings she recognised from previous drawings. The eyes, too, smudged with warpaint like he was touched ancient. Then hands on skin, before Thalia felt a flutter of amused understanding. It wasn’t the first time her work strayed into more sensual territory, though it by no means happened often. She’d shared glimpses with Aylin before, of others, much to her sister’s furious blushes (admittedly it entertained Thalia at the time). Her breathing deepened a little, like the feeling evoked still lingered in her body. Or maybe it was just the new understanding that this was as real as everything else, not some plucked fancy from the recesses of imagination. It flushed her very warm, though not with embarrassment. Curious to think that somewhere out there, this man woke up and would remember, and she did not.

It was late morning by the time she showered and stepped out from the hotel lobby. Her hand cramped sore beneath the fresh bandages, but she didn’t know how to ignore the flood of morning drawing beyond taking it as methodical and slow as she had this morning -- really looking at each image before she moved on to the next, trying to coax some futile understanding from the lines and shape. Some spilled forth in detail, like the water woman’s features, while others remained faster impressions. They weren’t prescient, they didn’t have that feel, but they lingered in a way that kept dragging her attention down to the symbol on her palm. After a while she stopped trying to untangle the emotion. It was not like she could ask Noctua for a translation this time. 

Speaking of, she didn’t know how long Patricius I would stay now that he had found her, and she was not willing to be the one to abandon whatever wriggling tributaries of fate had brought them together. Whimsy stole her attention in myriad directions, including the new lake, but she headed first back to the church.

Thalia took a meandering route through Tartu. She’d been in the city a number of days now, but the inquisitive pull of her nature did not dissipate with familiarity. Small things captured her attention, unmoved by the push and pull of busy weekend traffic thickened by summer tourists. She moved against the tide, caught in her own oblivious current. Noctua pricked the last bubble of fear she’d been protecting herself with, and in this newly awoken world she drifted. She thought about the flood he’d told her he’d seen before the tsunami broke headlines, then of the fire and ashes rolling like smoke through her work, and the way it shuddered her with horror. The images on the cottage walls; great animals, and the snare of vines feeding into a caged heart. It should have been terrifying. It had been terrifying. Yet it no longer scared her in the same way.

Her stride paused abruptly on the cobbled stones of the city’s centre, bumped a little from behind for the suddenness of her stop in the street, though she barely noticed. Fingers reached out to the small green shoot that stole her attention, little more than a weed squeezed through the gaps in brick in the building’s outer wall. She touched one of the fragile leaves, felt herself splinter into a thousand pieces for an epiphany she could not quite grasp beyond a sense of feeling. That of tentative hope. Something too thin to hold on to yet, though.

As she finally arrived at the church, a trio of children jostled passed in a flurry of laughs and taunts, and she twisted to briefly follow their exuberant path as she headed into the grounds. Another child had been left behind in the playset, sat in the sandbox by which Noctua had led her yesterday. Thalia glanced around as she wandered in, as though expecting to find the Pope still wearing deep tracks into the circular path around the church’s garden. Rather than ascend the steps inside, as had been her intention, she diverted to plonk herself down on the swing. Her heels dug into the dirt as she pushed herself lazily back and forth, hands curled light around the chains. “Hi.”

The boy scrubbed a vicious hand across his cheek as his head snapped up. He was probably no more than seven or eight, with wispy blonde hair peeking beneath a cap shading the sun from his eyes. He glared at her as she grinned. Or maybe it was only squinting, for he now slid a pair of thick glasses back up his nose. His pale skin blotched pink beneath the tears; he might have been cast from pale marble. “My name’s Thalia.”

He sniffed and mumbled something lost beneath the creaking of the swing set.

Thalia had been the odd child once, grown into what most would consider an odd woman, and she recognised the kinship -- though she didn’t have much in the way of comfort or advice for she supposed she had never really tried to swim in the same currents as everyone else. She wasn’t sure what he would do with pity anyway; it would only serve as a bandage for a moment, and it would not heal the wound. “Were you at mass yesterday? I couldn’t understand the Latin, but it sounded grand. I don’t really know anyone here, so I hope you don’t mind my company. I’ve been studying at the university. Folklore, mostly. Stories are important, don’t you think?”

“I’m Rasmus,” he said, a little tremulously it had to be said. His eyes didn’t trust behind the thick screen of his glasses, and he seemed quite intent on hiding the evidence of his crying, even if the wrack of it still punctuated his chest beneath the creak of Thalia’s lazy back and forth on the swing.

“Rasmus.” She nodded. “You know, Rasmus, I read once that the earth was born from an egg, and it grew up around the great pillar of a tree. The skies above us are nailed to the North Star, and the Milky Way is but the reach of a branch across infinity. Can you imagine that? A very important tree.”

He blinked, looking at her a little confused (understandable). The hitch of his breath began to calm though, if he still looked rather sad. And very alone. He dug his fists a little into the sand, clearly uncertain of what to make of her company -- she was a stranger after all. Idly Thalia wondered where his parents were, though likely if he was of the neighbourhood kids Father Ando would be able to see him safely home if he needed it. She dug her heels in, coming to a stop. A smile played mischief on her lips as an idea blossomed. “Do you think you can keep a secret safe for me?”

Without waiting for an answer she grinned impishly, finger pressed to her lips as she slipped down from the swing. She sat cross-legged in the dirt opposite, coils of hair curled into the crook of her elbows. He blinked curiously back at her from the sandbox.

“A secret?”

“Absolutely. You can’t tell anyone, though, okay? Because it might get me in trouble. But you’ll have to give me a minute. I’m not very good at this yet.” Which was possibly an understatement given the very basic grasp Emily had taught her back in Moscow. She cast a quick glance over at the church building, recalling Nox’s warnings, but it was unlikely anyone was paying attention. And children couldn’t be Atharim, right? “Sometimes people don’t understand different, and we can be cruel to the things we don’t understand. Which is why I have to keep it secret. It’s scary, and it can scare others too.” She leaned to whisper the words, cupping her hands and abruptly realising the dual task of talking and reaching for the light was not quite so easy as she expected. “Seeing the good in the scary? That’s a choice though. It can be lonely, until you find the right people -- the ones who see the world like you do. Sometimes they are not who you expect at all.” She grinned, given the strange rush of the past few days, and the entire reason she was sitting on church grounds at all. Then she quietened for a moment, watching her own waiting hands, letting herself fall like a river rolling in its banks. A breath left when it blossomed, and the threads began to criss-cross like an artist’s pen. Bubbles erupted from her palm, alight with whimsical colour as they took up on the wind. “But Rasmus,” she added, smiling with delight as her gaze followed their path before falling back down to the boy, “even then, we have to be prepared to help ourselves first. That part’s important.”

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  Open thread
Posted by: Ryker - 06-23-2020, 09:00 PM - Forum: General Discussion - Replies (7)

My newest thread is open for joining to anyone pc or npc.

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  45 Novoslobodskaya Street
Posted by: Ryker - 06-23-2020, 08:47 PM - Forum: Government Facilities - Replies (35)


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Black dreams faded to flashes of light. Bumps and jostling rumbled the inside of an unpleasant vehicle. He rolled his head aside, but a swarm of nausea washed his stomach weak. His eyes scrunched shut. Holding back the bile by strength of will, he swallowed it back down and tried to move.

Restraints.

But he was too weak to fight them. Shadows hovered. Men in helmets and riot gear, but the patches were Custody, not States. Memory slipped and so did his consciousness. The black void of empty dreams returned.

+++

A gurney held his body when next he woke. More restraints. A ceiling rolled overhead, cloaked in shadows and slicked with grime. Arms lifted him. Grunts of frustration for his weight. Iron bars gonged, loud locks rolling and smashing shut again. He was dumped on the floor, which he clawed at, seeking something to hold onto.

Then a kick to the stomach. He groaned. More kicks. His back flared hot. His chest and abdomen crushed. He pulled his arms in, curling around in a ball protecting softer tissues. The beating went on a while. Or until he passed out again. He wasn't sure how it ended.

When next he woke, his pants were at his knees and his ass was on fire. Fury worse than what he unfurled on Oriena lit hellfire within when he realized why. He stretched for the pain-fueled ancient power, intent on leveling the building with a look, but Oriena’s wall remained intact. His fists pounded the ground as though it may shatter the shield. It didn’t work. Instead, he snarled and looked around. The demon that blazed from his eyes was beaten and overthrown, but it rattled the cages as he searched this new hell. 

A small room meant for ten occupied dozens – maybe a hundred men swallowed life as he knew it. Others were unconscious near him. One laid in blood pooled under a broken jaw, the eyes empty. Shouting mixed with screams of terror echoed in the distance. 

He crawled away, pulling his pants upward as he did. This wasn’t a jail.

It was worse.

Shit. I’m in the goddam Butryka.







*Butryka is a predetention holding center in the middle of Moscow City along 45 Nvovoslobodskaya Street. The building is nondescript unless one knew what to look for. There is a subway across the street. Regular neighbors and businesses flank it. It is probably the most feared "center" in Moscow, if not all of Russia, which is saying something given the notoriety of the prison system there.

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  Kemala
Posted by: Kemala - 06-22-2020, 10:27 PM - Forum: Biographies & Backstory - No Replies

Kemala stretched. For so many months, her arm was not quite long enough to grasp this branch that would carry her to the top of the tree. Finally, after days of trying, she told herself today would be the day of victory.

Her spindly legs gripped the trunk. Sweat trickled her cheeks. Her hands burned with the bite of a branch and she was pretty sure that a spider had crawled onto her shoulder. As though through sheer willpower, her body spanned the distance, and she pushed away, high enough that to fall would surely break her bones.

But her hands gripped tight and her body swung in mid-air. Not one to celebrate early, she kicked and pulled hard. Her barefooted ankle hooked the branch and she was up. She howled with victory, finally feeling the beat of her heart and the ache in her body. The branch bowed under her meager weight, fragile as it was, she was always thin and petite. The great-mothers said she was a hatchling, but as the only child of parents who tried for many years to conceive, she was probably a miracle to be born at all. For most of her life, those around her worried and fretted over her health. But Kemala was perfectly fine. She was strong of mind and what others saw as lean of body, she carved into muscle and will-power to conquer whatever she put her mind to.

Like climbing this tree. She ate three-times the amount of her daily meals for months. So much her stomach bulged and ached, but she would not be a hatchling forever. She wanted to be a great woman, lithe and capable. More than capable. She wanted to prove herself.

Today was the first step. Literally.

She peered over the tree-tops. The fresh air above the canopy soothed the sweat from her temples. Her dark eyes peered sharp as eagles into the distance. Behind her, Mount Agung, the highest peak of Bali and an active volcano, coiled a calm smoke. In front, the crystal waters of the ocean stretched and the shadowy outlines of nearby islands painted a beautiful canvas of color. Mother and father continued to pray to the gods for their blessing, asking for forgiveness for what sins that they thought deserved destruction of unprecedented fury, but that was years ago. Kemala saw hope behind those islands. Where they turned to the past, she would face the future. By her will alone, if necessary, she would see the island she loved, the places she loved, restored.

It took another decade of hard work and gritty determination, but she did just that.



She was 17 when the elemental energies first came to her.

After her father’s death a year previously, Kemala took up the daily management of their family business. She never fully adopted the devout following of her parents Balinese hinduism, but at a meager five-feet tall, but fierce practitioner of silat, an Indonesian martial art. In this belief, power came from within as much as it did the bone and sinew of body. The skill matched her physical form well, which relied on flexibility, deception and endurance more than aggressive offense. Her hard-working, mast-climbing hands cut movements used to distract. Her short, albeit strong legs danced deliberate bluffs to tempt the opponent to attacking during misdirection. Kemala told herself the daily practice was more about sport than about spiritual balance, but when the energies opened themselves, she drew upon the techniques she learned all her life.

With a leap, she hopped from the dock, smoothly jumping the rail ahead of a line of tourists walking the plank to the deck. A white woman gasped when Kemala stood smoothly to her feet, and her young child clapped with delight for the theatrics. A pair of Japanese males about Kemala’s age followed the white family on board. They were dressed in designer shorts and gleaming sunglasses that Kemala took for wealth. Such was good for her. She might charge them extra if they wanted to take pictures along the captain’s wheel.

The wooden ship was a small, two-mast rig boasting four sails. There were cushions around the rail for the tourists to sit while they sailed to a nearby island. It would take an hour when the wind was calm, and she preferred to avoid using the engines to conserve gasoline when possible. Prior to embarking into open water, she checked all the safety measures. There were life jackets in a boat box. The instruments were working. The sails and masts were secure. On this ship, she was captain, and she dressed in a sort of costume to fulfill the role of western pirates that gave their little business a boost of the fun-factor. Since the restoration of the islands were underway, her family began with canoe tours of the coast with seating up to three people. From canoes to small fishing boats, to a single-sail and finally to their main ship, they clawed their way into a comfortable life.

The Japanese boys were horsing around, and despite her size and youth, Kemala fixed them both with such a stare that they sheepishly sat down.
“Welcome aboard and please have a seat while we set sail,” she winked at the little girl who was seated safely alongside her mother. Two other families joined today. Kemala’s smile was professional. “Safety is my top priority. My second is to give you an unforgettable experience.”

The water she used to view from the treetops as a child called her outward. She sailed with a stable hand. The salty breeze tingled her cheeks and clung to the twists in her hair. Shells were tied into a twist that dangled behind her ear. It was part of her costume, but never the less, it felt like taking a part of the sea everywhere she went.

The wind picked up shortly before reaching the island. They would spend the day there, anchored just off-shore while small boats carried her passengers to pink sand beaches. One of her workers would serve lunch on shore from supplies they carried from the mainland. Days like today would pay their bills for a month. Ill-weather was in the forecast, but they should be home long before it brewed trouble. Nevertheless, Kemala monitored the weather closely all day.

It was late afternoon when she rounded up the passengers to return the journey back to Bali.

Her employee found her making final preparations.
“Kemala, the Japanese boys refuse to come unless we give them a refund,” he said. In the distance, they stood on the beach, arms crossed and holding ground.

She sniffed, looking at the sky. “Fine, stay here all night. I will return for you tomorrow if I have time,” she said and turned to push off the final boat.

She smiled to herself when they began to argue. Finally, she heard splashing as they caught up and hopped in.

“Good choice,” she said and rowed them to the sailboat.

The storm came up quickly, and she cursed herself for ignoring her instincts. The sky dimmed and thunder rumbled, but it was the chop of the sea that concerned her most. She ordered everyone to wear a life jacket, but when one of the boys began to argue with one of the white men, a fight broke out.

Kemala jumped into the fray, grabbing arms and sweeping away legs. The assailants were split apart, but it was a girlish scream that froze Kemala’s heart. In defense of her father, the little girl climbed onto her seat. A chop of the sea tipped the deck and she fell over the side.

Without a single thought, Kemala burst into a dark blur. She dived into the ocean sleek as a fish, scooping the little girl from under the angry waves. Kemala saw nothing but water, and the swirl of blue energy that drowned her every sense.

The next thing she knew, the child was back on deck and Kemala was clutching to a raft thrown to rescue her. It was a miracle that the storm never broke over their heads, with the worst of it veering just east of their route.

In the future, she was more conservative about the weather, and denied any claim to being a hero knowing it was her fault for putting those people in danger that day in the first place. A week after the incident, she offered shells and flowers to the beach, even ripping the one in her hair to return it to the sea where it belonged. She was unworthy of its beauty. The sea lapped up the offering, its warm foam pooling around her knees as she leaned on the sand. In that moment, she shivered and shook, sweat breaking out on her head, and she knew the offering had been accepted. She was forgiven.


 

Some years later, her mother’s soul passed into the next retelling of her life by then, leaving Kemala adrift of direct blood. She was close to her extended family, but they remained in their hilly villages while Kemala’s life was rooted in the seaside life. The business was expanded into three total sailboats by the time Kemala was 25. Routes took the every-increasing stream of tourists around the island, to beach excursions, and evening pirate cruises. She continuously invested in the business, opting to live on one of the boats to save additional money. It was a lonely life, but she did not mind. The sea was her everything.

One otherwise normal night, she was laying on her bunk in the belly of their biggest ship. Music from the festival in town echoed in the wooden chamber, and finally, the hour came that she knew sleep was a useless endeavor. She smiled, dressed in a sarong and sash, grabbed her wallet and ran to join the festival that marked the beginning of an annual honoring of the six sanctuaries of the world. The nearest would begin at Pura Goa Lawah, the Bat Cave Temple located across the road from the shore. Shortly after the temple was built in the 10th century, saga says that the prince of the Mengwi Kingdom hid in the bat cave from enemies, emerging at an exit far up the slopes of Mount Agung at the location of what is now the Mother Temple, Besakih.

She was dancing to bonfires, eating strips of roast pig, and drinking freely when a change of wind snagged her attention. It was like a strange smell on the air, and Kemala wandered from the handsome men with whom she was dancing toward the dark waters. Something seemed strangely wrong in a way she hadn’t noticed since that day of the storm, but no lightning brightened the black horizon.

The ground turned to sand as she walked. Then the compact wetness hardened under her bare feet. Then the warmth of the waters washed her ankles. She knelt to tip her fingers in the water and touch to her lips, tasting it, testing it.  Oddly, the water washed away from her feet, so she frowned and took a few more steps forward. The tide pulled the water outward several more steps, and she confusion turned to horrible clarity as the pelt of tsunami bells began to ring.

The music lowered, and she could tell confusion spread like lice all along the shore. To her intense worry, festival goers wandered toward the beach, shining lights and exclaiming wonder for the retracting sea.

Her ships were tied up on dock. She should salvage what she could, tie down extra anchors, or release the smaller ones in the hope they would float over whatever was coming. She started to run toward her hard-earned property, but before she did, she realized people were not fleeing themselves. In fact, more were flocking toward the shore, not away from it! She began to race, heart beating hard, urging, begging the tourists and uplanders to seek higher ground. The stories of her parents from decades ago bounced in her mind. The pealing grew louder, a drum that matched her heart. The sea was retracted farther than the lights could reach, and she was sick to her stomach.  People were picking up uncovered shells, marveling at beached squid, drunkenly and stupidly risked their lives for a picture.

It was in that moment she was frozen. The beach town that she helped restore through her own sheer determination was about to be washed away forever. All these people gathered for the festival were in danger.

She wouldn’t allow it.

She grit her teeth and ran as hard as she did on the deck when that girl fell overboard. Only rather than jumping into a churning sea, she chased a ghosted one. She ran over urchin and coral, her feet jagged and ripping even on her thick soles. Jellyfish nettled her ankles, trying to trip her up. Yet onward she ran into the night. When she found the sinking sea, she was half-a-mile from the original shoreline. A quiet roar grew in the distance. She walked her toes into the water and reached her arms high. The energies of the sea came to her and for the longest stretch of time in her life, she was a pillar that turned the rising waves aside. Tears leaked down her face in the torrent. Water splashed her cheeks, but she refused to let it wash her aside. The energies soared through her like majesty, beauty, and everything she lived for. She rode them as surely as she sailed the open waters, begging for more, yet unable to withstand much longer.

Finally, when her strength was gone, the sea reclaimed her. She let herself drift away, too tired to fight anymore while the waters swallowed her up. Though she did not realize it, she was not alone.



She woke to find herself on a cold slab. The bright colors of her sarong were ripped to shreds, though she wasn’t overly concerned about modesty, she clutched what remained over her body. Her hair pooled inky where she lay. She was in some sort of cave, she realized quickly. The rock was hollowed out into a room of sorts. Painting of sea life, reefs, and fantastical gods and demons swirled in every direction. Kemala’s gaze settled on a myriad of sea animals, jellyfish and squid, urchin and crab. Many of them resembled the tattoos that decorated her own skin.

She started to sit up when something caught her eye, and she gasped when she recognized it. The shell she offered to the sea years before waited for her, clasp and all remained. She snatched it and hurried from the room, seeking answers.

What she found astounded her. Rather, who she found.

It was two spans taller than she and despite being accustomed to her diminutive height, Kemala’s face tilted up as though she were the one fully aware of her own faculties rather than beholding what must be some hallucination.

Perhaps she was dead?

It stood on two legs and wore a sash around its body similar to the one she herself wore to the festival. Its skin was layered in greenish gold scales that glistened in lamplight she was uncertain of its source. Despite mostly uncovered, its form was asexual, that is, lacking any sense of genitalia that Kemala could discern. Slits parted its nose and the eyes were black. A slender tongue peeked from its lips when it started to speak.
“Ancient Onnnne,” it said with great effort and beckoned she follow.

Kemala looked around, wide-eyed, refusing to give in to fear. In fact, curiosity began to edge out concern, and she padded after the thing, realizing only after it turned that a long tail slithered behind its steps. She shivered despite the humidity clinging to the walls.

She was shown to a larger chamber. This one was filled with shrines, padogas and carvings. All gleamed with gold and pearl. More paintings decorated the ceilings similar to what she saw when she first woke. She turned in a circle, awed and speechless. The creature that led her here gestured up a set of stairs which led to a great polished stone. She watched, wondering what was suppose to happen, when the barest of movements caught her gaze. The stone was twisting.

It twisted and writhed, and to her horror, she realized that the stone was unfolding itself, never a stone at all. It was an enormous snake, gleaming black, green, and blue. Yellow-gold eyes shone from above its massive mouth. It moved sleepily, and upon yawning, Kemala beheld twin fangs longer than her arms.

She began to back away when a hand caught hers. She gasped and twisted. A third creature was there. This one resembling a human the most of those she seen so far. It was the height of a normal man, with features more distinctly male to his face than the others. He wore a ceremonial coat of brilliantly blue silk and bright purple kamen sarong. A gold dagger was tied with a sash. Below a bald head, a red udeng headpiece was wrapped, and above that, a crown of gold sat. His eyes were rounder than the others. His hands were folded demurely before him, and after pausing Kemala from her flight, she gasped when he bowed to her.

“Welllllcome Ancient Onnnne. You are in the presssssence of Basssssuki, Lord-Kinnnng of the Watersssss and Naga of Besssakih Templessss. It issssss he who commanded the Ancient Onnnnne be resssscued,” he spoke.

Kemala was terrified, but she refused to let it show. Naga were demons according to the legends on which she was raised. Whatever they were, she would not let them see her fear.

“Why would you rescue me?” She asked with more shaking in her voice than she preferred.

A booming voice pounded in her head. The black snake high above writhed, and she knew it was him who spoke. ’Dewi Ratih return. Dewi Ratih save many. Dewi Ratih selfless. Dewi Ratih worthy.’

She had fallen to her knees, hands clutching over her ears, and she understood. She was in the bowels of Mount Agung, walking the same halls as the Prince of Mengwi once had centuries before. It was said he emerged from the underground totally deaf. He must also have heard the Naga King Basuki speak.

“No more!” she begged, and the booming voice fell quiet. Dewi Ratih was her final thought before blacking out.

The next time she woke, it was to a collection of clothing to replace her tattered sarong. She shuddered to wonder what female naga donated the sarong, but she put it on anyway. There was nothing to cover her from the waist up, which made her frown, but Balinese women of not so many generations ago dressed in the same habit. It seemed the naga assumed such traditions continued. How long had they existed down here?

The crowned male returned again, offering her a bowl of something out of which to eat. After she was comforted by the meal, she asked about the tsunami.

“What happened? Why did you rescue me as Basuki said?”

The male folded his hands, “The waterssssss lifted high and fassssst. Pusssssshed from their ssssssslumber by energiessssss of fire and earth far from here. Then the energy of water came to you and you used it to sssssssave your village. You fought mosssssst of the flooding until ssssstrength left you. Lord Bassssuki ssssssent me.”

A spark of hope edged her forward, “I stopped the tsunami?” she asked eagerly.

The naga shook his head. "Only a sssssmall part.”

When he told her the rest of the story, tears streamed freely.

It was almost a month after the tsunami when the naga finally released her. They told her about the energies of the ancient ones, but that she had to be the one to control them by surrendering to their strength. Kemala struggled a great deal at first, fighting for control as she had all her life. Surrender was not in her nature. They would not release her to the world above until she conquered through surrender. The contradiction infuriated her. She yelled and screamed, demanded to be released, but the naga would bind her and drag her back to the room with the paintings every time. If she could get to the sea, she would show them – show herself – that she needed the serenity of the water to lift her up.

She explained, “I need the sea! It’s like sailing. You can’t fight the wind. You can’t change the waves. You must use them, harness them.” She put her head down, only to realize that was the answer. They talked of surrender to conquer, and she felt like a fool to fight it all this time.

She imagined the wind filling the sails. She imagined the waters carrying her ship across their surface. The warmth of the sun as she cut through the salty breeze. They released her after that day. Declaring her safe and charging her with new purpose. She emerged from the depths of the Besakih Temple to the shock and awe of those worshiping in its inner sanctum, unknowing of how she came to be there. What she found utterly shocked her.

Almost all of Indonesia’s 18,000 islands were devastated. Millions of people were dead. The rest were dying of starvation, disease, pestilence, and injury.

She wept for a people she could not save. The small beach town on the eastern side of Bali was miraculously spared, but she did not return. Nothing awaited her there.

The charge of the Nagaraja spurred her northward, to the frigid, icy lands of monstrous men from which energies of the worst kind churned. She would find them, and she would stop them from happening again.

Through India she journeyed. Reaching out to any Naga who would allow her presence. The sacred symbol of the Nagaraja was newly inked to her arm, a blessing and a warning.






1st Age - It was thought when Kemala was born that she would have stunted growth, but she seemed to overcome the impairment through her own determination. She grew to only 5 feet in height, but pushed herself to grow lithe and strong. She is an experienced sailor and practitioner of martial arts, having pursued both even as a young child. She has no formal education beyond secondary school, and is not particularly religious despite her upbringing. 

She is very closed off from those who do not know her well, perhaps introverted even. But to those around whom she is comfortable, she is a free spirit.  She is dark skinned and often wears her hair in twists or braids. When it is not tied, she slicks into a hard bun. There is an otherworldly exotic presence about her that she capitalized on in the tourism trade. 

5th Age - Kemala is the reborn spirit Dewi Ratih (Rah-tee) of The Hindu Pantheon, a Balinese moon goddess. She is known for her beauty and grace. A demon god known as Kala Rau pursued her, but when she rejected him, in revenge the demon disguised himself as a rakasha leader and meant to kill Vishnu. Dewi Ratih warned Vishnu of the disguised Kala Rau, who had secretly drank the immortal sacrament of the gods. When Vishnu beheaded the demon, he survived, though only as a floating head. He continued to chase Dewi Ratih, catching her and her moon. When he swallowed her up, because his body ended at the throat, she would pass through and emerge after a short time resulting in the phenomenon of a lunar eclipse. 

3rd Age - Kemala was known as Kekura din Anor New Moon, an Atha'an Miere Windfinder who became an Aes Sedai of the Red Ajah after her clan was scattered and destroyed by the Seanchan. She abandoned the sea to seek the means to destroy the seanchan, and found herself entrenched in the White Tower. She sought to overthrow and replace the Blue-risen amyrlin in order to take a harsher stance on the seanchan truce imposed by the Dragon Reborn.

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  Important Casting Announcement
Posted by: Thalia - 06-17-2020, 06:53 AM - Forum: General Discussion - Replies (3)

*wink*

https://www.wotseries.com/2020/06/16/mee...DWPuT8xGhs

I hope they don't get the GoT Ghost treatment, though >_<

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